MARK WALHBERG & YAHYA ABDUL-MATEEN II - MILLION DOLLAZ WORTH OF GAME EPISODE 394
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In this episode of Million Dollars Worth of Game, actors Mark Wahlberg and Yahya Abdul-Mateen II discuss their upcoming film, which dramatizes the true story of Greg Scarpa Jr., a notorious hitman who simultaneously worked as an FBI informant in the 1960s. The conversation delves into the complex psychology of their characters, particularly Wayne Strider, a man trying to do good in a wicked world while maintaining his integrity amidst corruption. Wahlberg explains that playing such a character requires immense discipline because any slip-up compromises not just the role but one's entire life and reputation. He emphasizes that Scarpa believed he was doing a great service by protecting his family and colleagues from within, making his internal conflict between moral duty and criminal reality a central theme of the story.
The dialogue also explores the actors' preparation methods and their contrasting backgrounds in the entertainment industry. Wahlberg shares his journey from being a high school athlete who dreamed of playing professional football to eventually finding success in acting after facing rejection and financial hardship. He recounts a pivotal moment where, after being cut from a football team and losing his job, he received twenty dollars from his mother to pursue photography before finally committing fully to acting. This experience taught him the value of delusion or unwavering belief in oneself when pursuing a dream that others deem impossible, a lesson he contrasts with those who have natural talent but lack the same level of determination and work ethic.
Furthermore, the two actors reflect on their chemistry on set and the importance of authenticity in their performances. They discuss how Wahlberg was already fully immersed in his character during their initial Zoom meeting, demonstrating a level of readiness that inspired Abdul-Mateen II to match that intensity. The conversation touches upon their shared love for sports, specifically football, with both expressing deep loyalty to the Philadelphia Eagles and frustration with rival teams like the Patriots. They also touch on the nature of rapping versus acting, noting that while performing requires a specific mindset, it is ultimately an extension of one's true self rather than a complete fabrication of a new persona.
Ultimately, the episode serves as both a promotion for their film and an inspirational message about perseverance and the power of belief. Wahlberg encourages viewers to embrace a certain degree of "delusion" or stubborn optimism when chasing their dreams, arguing that those who work hardest often achieve more than those with natural gifts who take it for granted. They conclude by urging audiences to see the movie in theaters on September 4th, describing it as a high-level acting experience that tells a compelling true story about redemption, family loyalty, and the difficult choices people make when navigating a corrupt system.
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My god. Oh, this Nick over here.
>> Yeah, he nicks. He He nicks.
>> You know what? They're not used to sixes
and five. It's over.
>> They're not used to winning.
>> No, they not. That's why that's why they
chasing [ __ ] old men around the city
after the after a win.
>> I know.
>> Yo, winning. You're chasing somebody to
San Antonio.
>> You know what I was thinking? Cuz when
they beat the Celtics last year, then
they went and celebrated and then they
just lost.
>> I didn't think they were going to go all
the way. I don't know how they pulled it
off.
>> Jen Brunson hit some incredible shots,
man. He's He's the guy.
>> Oh my god.
>> He is the guy by far. I don't think
anybody else is really
>> He's that guy.
>> How many games Brian going to play
though?
>> 60. I already talked to him.
>> Oh, okay. I'll say 60. That's the
number.
>> You know, he's also he's also
strategically like the place where they
have the best golf courses in the world.
>> Yes.
>> Right. All that whole area between
Pennsylvania, New Jersey.
>> Oh my god.
>> Even the Manhattan, you know, Hampton's
golf.
I don't really I didn't really golf with
him yet cuz you know I don't shoot
nothing less than scratch. You know I'm
usually plus handicap.
>> Scratching that ass.
>> I do. I do.
>> Listen I will not I will not say that if
you cuz I know you're a real athlete. So
if you actually apply yourself
>> that's what I was just talking about.
>> Then you could get good in golf. But it
is the hardest game in the world by far.
>> I only got all kinds of game boxing too.
You see the skills hands. He got
everything. He only I only only golf at
Palm Valley. You know, you need me to
get you you in there, I can get you in
there.
>> He [clears throat] knows the name.
Marian, [applause]
Aronomic,
>> all of them. Ace Center, Green Valley. I
made Remember, I made five movies in
Philly. I played a lot of golf in all
those places. The best cricket club.
>> Yeah,
>> man. Philadelphia Country Club.
>> Ready? You're now tuned in to
Million Dollars River. What we gonna do
is we gonna take you back to the 1960s
Mississippi. That is It's funny that
Yaya played the FBI agent because one
time I went to the the Huskal because I
was impersonating the FBI agent. You
know what I'm saying? I try to arrest
him. I knocked on his own door. Freeze
boy. He what the hell FBI? I tried to
get him. He wind up he wound up calling
the police and get me arrested. But
that's another story.
>> That's the Scarpa game.
>> Yeah, that's what I'm saying. That's
that's how they play. Now you got you
got Mark, right? Mark Warbar. You got
Listen, Yaya. Listen, man. Abdul Matin
the second. We got two great actors
right here. But what they said is we
going to go all the way back in time
before most of y'all was born 1960. I
need to know like being in Mississippi
1960s, both of y'all running around. How
was it going back in time? How was it
for both of y'all?
>> That's a great question, man. You
putting me back in into the psychology
of that character.
>> Mhm.
>> It's a uh
Well, one, what I've been saying, it's a
wicked world. You know what I'm saying?
Like, we live in a we live in a wicked
world. And when I step back in, you
know, into the shoes of that of uh Wayne
Strider,
he is a man who's who's from
Mississippi. He's trying to do good.
He's trying to make good happen by doing
good in a wicked world. You know what
I'm saying? So that's that that's his
test. He's a lot like a lot like myself,
you know, educated, would have done
things the right way to, you know, get
up the ranks. But then at some point,
you know, you look left and you look
right, you end up back at home trying to
make a difference and and and and and
now it's things are getting scary. You
know what I'm saying? So that's that's
that's sort of what I think it feels
like to be Wayne Strider at that time,
but he's got to still persist, you know?
Um
Yeah. Yeah.
>> What was it like for you, Mark? Uh, you
know, it's funny because I had actually
flirted with the idea of playing Greg
Scarpa uh in another movie with Antoine
Fukqua directing where but it was much
more of a biopic and about his life in
Brooklyn uh after his um you know
dealings with the FBI. But the fact that
this is an actual true story that this
guy in the 60s even though he was one of
the most notorious hitmen he also was
working as an FBI agent and he thought
he was James Bond. So he was doing all
these things while he was navigating in
this other world. And most of the time
when you think FBI agent, you think,
okay, or an FBI informant, you think,
okay, he's utilizing the system to kind
of navigate in the business. But he
[clears throat] protected his cohorts,
right? But he really thought he was
doing a lot of good. And uh he didn't
keep this a secret from a lot of other
people that were in that family. You
know, they uh they were aware of it. And
uh I just thought it was a fascinating
story and how these guys can kind of
relate to each other and um you know
they're not the most likely of friends
but they really grow to understand each
other and I thought you know uh it was
an amazing screenplay. I was really
excited to work with Elegance Bratton
and to work with this guy, you know, who
is um, you know, classically trained,
you know, everything I learned, I kind
of learned on the job and, uh, to see
how that mixes and for me it's always
about the movie and you're only as good
as the guy next to you. And he really
carries this movie in a way where uh,
you know, it's it's it's another notch
in his belt and another level that he's
showing in his talent.
>> I'm I'm I'm racking my brain trying to
get back to the question that you asked
though. You know what I'm saying? Like I
haven't I haven't It's dangerous. That's
what it's like. You know what I'm
saying? It's And I'm black and I work
for the FBI. So Wayne is Wayne Wayne is
not just trying to do the right thing
because he's a good man. He's a good
man, but he's he also don't have the
luxury
of doing things
differently. He got to stay clean. I got
to stay clean.
>> Mhm. Man, I want to do so much to these
people.
>> I want to do so much. You know what I'm
saying? But I can't. If I do, I get the
satisfaction of that one moment,
>> but everything that I've been working
for, it goes away.
>> It's compromised.
>> You know what I'm saying? It's is it's
compromised. My family, my reputation,
>> you know what I'm saying? I'm I'm I'm
I'm supposed to stand for something.
>> I believe in something. I don't got
nowhere to get out that aggression. You
see what I'm saying? So, Wayne is
frustrated. Wayne is pissed off,
>> but he holds it all inside of this this
frame of of of
high moral character. You know, he's
waiting. He's waiting, buying his time,
being patient,
wishing the [ __ ] would. You know
what I'm saying? But but but but but
he's but he's he's walking that line.
And then here come here comes Scarpa
saying, "Yeah, I see I see you got
something in there." You know what I'm
saying? I see. You know you know
>> the trailer
>> that's the that's the game.
>> The trailer is unbelievable.
>> Oh, I appreciate it. Appreciate it.
>> The trailer is one of those things that
soon as you see it, you like, I got to
see that [ __ ] movie right there.
>> That's what's up.
What point
in the movie were y'all doing a scene?
>> And this question for both of y'all and
you're like,
"He's the [ __ ] in it." Like, "Okay, he's
in it." Like he you giving your
dialogue.
>> Yeah. Yeah.
>> And you thinking, "Okay, he's the [ __ ]
in it." And he's giving you the dialogue
and you're like, "Okay, he's in it."
>> Let me jump in. Sure. Sure. Sure.
>> Mark was there before we started.
>> Yeah.
Mark was Mark was I mean that's that's
what I saw.
>> I came on to the movie later and so I
had a Zoom meeting just to introduce you
know introduce ourselves and say you
know say what's up and
>> I don't I don't I don't need much. I'm
I'm I'm pretty independent but you know
it was it was it's good to meet just to
rap just to have an introduction uh uh
just before we start the work. And so on
that on that Zoom,
bro was so dialed in already. I think we
may have said a couple words or we just
we just talked about the character, but
I could hear it. I could hear it in his
voice. I could see it in in in his eyes.
He was ready. He was ready to go to
work. It was the It was the focus. It
was the clarity.
He wasn't thinking. He was just
answering. He was just talking. I was
like, "Oh, he's there already." I was
like, "Oh, he's there already.
>> He already arrived."
>> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He was there. I was
like, "Oh, he there already."
>> He thought you was talking to Mark. He
wasn't.
>> He there already. So, I was like, "Okay,
I got to go to work. I got to go to
work." I had just just came on the job,
but but I had saw that Mark was Mark was
on the job. You know what I'm saying?
So, I was like, "Okay, got to go to
work." So, you know, I did my best to
show up on set to be able to do the same
thing. But he was
>> I also had more time to live with it.
you know, I had signed on beforehand and
you know, it was the kind of thing,
okay, when you read a piece of material
like that and you, you know, doing
everything you can to kind of push it
uphill to get it made. I'm like, okay,
I'm starting to prepare. I'm starting to
like read the script out loud multiple
times a day. And it was like the
fighter, you know, to be believable and
authentic in a role like this, you know,
you have to spend the time really
developing the character and, you know,
going through the motions and putting in
the work. You know, it was like we never
knew we were going to get the fighter
made. At one time it was a $70 million
movie and then we made it independently.
But you know, when you're training as a
boxer, you can't like take work six
months, take six months off and expect
to pick up where you left off. You know
what I mean? In order to look the part
and be the part. You got to become the
part, you know, and then it's, you know,
effortlessly you play the part. That's
the Jimmy Kagny philosophy, right? You
get the part, you become the part. Now
with no great effort, you play the part.
You are the part. But uh I also knew
with Yaya I was like for me I wanted to
just make sure that he felt comfortable
and he knew you know this is a team
effort. You're only as good as the guy
next to you. And he was the one who had
the responsibility of really carrying
the movie. And you know this this time I
was kind of playing the flashier role
and he had to kind of play this kind of
stoic uh straight guy who then becomes
the guy after all the proddding and you
know the you know the pushing for me.
Um, and so, you know, we wanted to make
sure that he felt as comfortable as
possible, but also knew that everybody
was coming to to to play and you have a
responsibility in telling the story and
doing everybody justice uh, who was
involved in real life and so that that
responsibility carries a lot of weight.
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>> How was it for you guys on set? Like
when you get to set, you're playing a
character.
>> Mhm.
>> Like are you like Mark or you like Yaya?
when y'all get to set into is like,
okay, we got 15 minutes before we shoot
or are you guys like, no, when I get the
set, I'm already in
>> kind of being the part and you know, I'm
messing with him all the time. And I
could tell I was getting under his skin
a little bit. It's one of those things
where we had to earn each other's
respect in real life, too,
>> uh, as actors. You know, here's a
classically trained actor and I'm coming
in, you know, I'm playing this
particular part. But, um, you know, it
just happened very organically. You know
what I'm saying? It was uh it was nice
to see how prepared he was and and
everybody else who came to to to be into
the film.
>> Yeah. But I I I put my characters on and
I take them off.
>> I don't I don't take my characters home.
>> Uh I don't I don't take my characters
home on accident. When I do is because I
love living inside of the character and
I want to see and I want to see um I
want to explore more of what it's like
to be them. But I I I I practice good
habits and I don't I don't I ain't
trying to lose my mind in those.
>> Yeah. You don't want to go too deep.
People go deep down the
>> Yeah. I heard some people they want to
be called that person on set. They No, I
don't need to do that.
>> Like that's what I was asking like when
it's like all right, cut. Do they go
Mark or do they go?
>> But look, we kind of we it's a small
independent movie, you know, that we now
have a big major studio release, but we,
you know, with the time we were making
it on our own and so we kind of showed
up and when we showed up, you know, we
were like, "Okay, we'll do maybe a
little bit of rehearsal, at least talk
about the scenes, but we're also getting
into wardrobe, doing all that stuff,
makeup, hair test right away." So, we
were kind of on set feeling it out,
becoming the part, and then we kind of
dove right in. How do how do but how do
you delete delete yourself and make sure
none of your personal none of yourself
none of your mark or yaya outlooks views
approaches um vocal tones get inside of
that character? How do you delete you
>> as you walking into this character? How
do you delete you totally? Because you
you know you can see both of y'all you
can see interviews. You can see
different stuff when you that's the only
time that people get to see you as a
person as a human being as a outside of
an actor. They get to see you hear you
>> a part of us.
>> Listen. So how do you walk into a
character and drop you off before you go
and set step inside the character?
>> Yeah.
>> No, because
>> well again I think it's a lot of the
prep. It's got to be great writing.
First of all, if it's on the page, then
you could see it and then you can kind
of figure out a way to put yourself in
that character's shoes. But also, I
think you also try to find little things
from your real life that you could draw
on because that makes the portrayal more
authentic anyway. You know what I'm
saying? So, finding anything that could
kind of help you relate and connect to
it in a way. You know, I was I had the
good fortune of working with Grace
Scarper Jr. who had just come home from
a very long uh stretch and he had
actually risen higher in the ranks of
the mafia than his father and he worked
with me the entire time. So, I had him
to kind of lean on
>> and uh you know, help me out. But I
think when you're doing accents, voices,
the walk, the look, the whole thing, you
got to really spend the time, studying
the person, finding and researching
anything you can find out about him, any
interviews, any kind of, you know,
snippets that I could hear on like wire
taps and all that stuff. I was
constantly listening to his voice and
putting on that accent cuz, you know, as
a guy from Boston, you're doing a guy
from Bensonhurst in New York. If you
don't get that accent right, you know
what I mean? It's like you're playing
somebody from, you know, from South
Philly or Fishtown or something. you
don't get the accent right, you're going
to hear that [ __ ] forever.
>> Speaking of accents, who has the better
accent? Is it Boston or is it New
Orleans? Is it getting in the [ __ ]
car or is [laughter] it
pretty? That was pretty good, right? Who
is it? Say round.
>> Yeah,
>> it ain't It ain't a for me. I always
felt like it was nails on the
chalkboard,
>> right? Boston accent. I was like, man, I
was constantly when I started acting, I
was like, I have to lose this accent.
I'm not going to get any jobs. I never
wanted to play a Boston guy. And then
when I started playing a couple of
Boston characters would be the departed
or fighter or Perfect Storm, people
like, "Oh, love it." It was actually
Boston was voted favorite accent. I
don't know how this happened.
>> Who was doing the voting?
>> I don't know. But it was I saw
>> Patriot fans.
>> Yeah, exactly.
>> [ __ ] Celtic fans. [clears throat]
>> Yeah.
>> You know, you know what's crazy? Them
two spots is two spots that I have some
of the best food at.
>> I go to Newberry Street. I go to Salty
Girl, Newberry Street or Contessa on top
of Newberry Hotel. Larry Larry, my man
Larry, you know, Larry Larry Larry got
>> three, four restaurants. But the
>> Yeah, he doing it.
>> But the thing about New Orleans,
>> there's no seasoning of food anywhere I
ever been. The seasoning is just like
>> it's right there.
>> If you try to just take it with you, it
just
>> the way a lot of times in New Orleans
made four or five movies in Philly, the
greatest movie ever did.
>> Yeah.
>> Vincible. Who are you talking about?
Vince people,
>> listen, when you get named an honorary
Philadelphiaian and you get that kind of
love
>> being from a rival sports town, that's a
big big deal. You know, I did not take
that lightly. I mean,
>> let me ask you, did did like did it make
you like a
>> like after the Patriots is out like
they're gone like a like a 10% Eagles
fan doing?
>> I always root for the Eagles. I feel
like I I played an Eagle. I feel like
that was as close as I got to ever
fulfilling my dream as a professional
athlete, putting on the uniform. the
first time I ever put on a football
uniform and I played football growing
up, you know, but sandlot football, you
know, playing tag and tackle on the
concrete, but I never got to put on the
pads. So, when I did that, that was a
big big deal for me. And even when the
the only time that I was actually okay
when the Patriots lost the Super Bowl
was when they lost to the Eagles because
I felt like it was a win-win for me
because I knew what it meant to the
city. I knew what it meant to the fans.
I knew what it meant to blue collar,
hardworking people who don't have much
else
>> joy to hang their hat on except for with
their sports teams and Philly is as you
know proud a hardcore bluecollar city as
you could get. So I yeah I was I a
little disappointed. Yes. But not like
18 and one we lose to the Giants not
once but twice. That still hurts.
>> I mean losing New York team is the
worst.
>> Yeah. So you guys feel the same way?
>> The way they act is just unbelievable.
>> Exactly. the oldtimer.
>> It's just not right.
>> Chase it over.
>> For your for your
uh uh uh when you rap, right? When you
perform,
>> do you find yourself in a different in a
different character? I mean, I know you
do a storytelling from the point of view
point of view of of truth, but is there
is there is there a sense is there a
sense of putting on a different
character?
Nah, I just see rapping is just you just
going up there and doing you. It's not
really No, I don't have to put too much
in. I don't have See, rapping with rap,
you don't got to be on every night.
>> Some nights you you just go out there
and you just be like this [laughter]
and I'm tired tonight, man. [screaming]
Some nights you go out there, you a
little acting. You got to be on every
night, man. You got to be on every time
or the m or it's not going to come out a
great movie. It is
>> Jay-Z can go up there and go time
forward.
>> Okay, I see what you're saying.
>> Time forward. The whole crowd, they
moving more than Jay-Z.
>> He just up there like this.
>> So then, but then you got guys like
Buster.
>> Uhhuh.
>> Who's going to go up there every word
he's saying going to have a movement
with him? Spliffar going right be beside
him doing the same movement. You know
what I mean?
>> And then you got when I was coming up,
>> you know, he was my hype man, but he
wasn't that good. He was he hating on
me.
>> He wasn't that good.
>> I was a better rapper. I used to write
his stuff. Now, now Mark and Yaya,
>> he never stopped.
>> Mark and Yaya, this is what I need to
know.
>> What was that rock bottom bottom moment
>> where y'all locked in and said, "I'm
taking this serious."
Where was you at in your life? What was
you doing with City? Do you remember the
moment? Do you remember the day? Do you
remember that one thing that locks you
in and say,
"This is going to be my life." and
anything else it
>> it's univilized
>> for me multiple moments in my personal
life you know realizing that I was going
to turn my life around that I was going
to do something productive with my life
>> and that and then when I started having
success how I was going to help other
people growing up in similar situations
to be able to change and better their
lives and show people that there is
despite the obstacles that you face
there are many opportunities and ways to
go and turn your life around and have a
major impact on people's lives in a
positive way. Career-wise, the first
time I got the opportunity, cuz you my
music career was fading fast. As quick
as I had success, it was going away. But
I met Penny Marshall and it was like I
wasn't really into the idea of acting
even though I loved movies and I watched
movies every day with my dad. We would
go to the theater and he was a truck
driver and a teamster. He would take me
to work with him, the youngest of nine
kids. So when I wasn't in school, I was
going with my dad. But I never thought
it was possible for me. But when I got
that first opportunity with Penny
Marshall to make a movie, I was like,
"This is my calling. This is what I'm
supposed to do, and this is going to put
me in the platform to then do what God's
really chosen for for me for giving me a
second chance." You know, which is why I
always talked about you. I found you so,
you know, you inspired so many people
because, you know, you were able to
articulate
>> where you came from, what you went
through, and what you were going to do
now given a new opportunity.
>> You know,
>> did Penny Marshall believe in you at the
time?
>> She did. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, what
happened was she was making a movie. She
had seen me at this um uh Calvin Klein
show and she was like, "I want to meet
this kid." I just wanted to meet her
because I grew up watching her on
television. And it was the first time
that I just I I don't know. She felt
like my mom, my sister, somebody that I
grew up with in the neighborhood, even
though she was from the Bronx, it was
very relatable. And her and Danny DeVito
were people that I grew up watching on
television. So, I was like, "Wow, I want
really want to go meet her, but I'm not
interested in the movie." and she talked
me into we sat in a room in New York
here and she was like, "Marky, just read
the lines. You're an actor anyway.
You're acting like a tough guy. You act
like a rapper. You're an actor. Try it."
And so I read that day for four
different parts.
>> And I found myself pursuing her and
chasing her down in LA to go and do a
screen test and I started pursuing the
part. And then when I got onto the set,
I wasn't just on the set when I was
shooting. I was there on days off cuz I
wanted to know what everybody was doing,
how the whole thing worked. and uh spent
a lot of time with like the great late
great Gregory Hines. He would drive he
and I would drive back to work together
every day and you know I pick his brain
and Danny Devito's brain and and really
kind of was a student of the game and I
said once I got that one opportunity I
wasn't going to do anything to mess it
up and I was willing to outwork
everybody and uh luckily I'm still in
the business today.
>> That was a hell of a cash you had with
your first movie.
>> Mhm.
>> Yeah. It was amazing opportunity.
>> Yeah. I was in my phone cuz I was
looking up, excuse me, I was looking up
a u a journal entry from 2009.
>> And it's crazy because it's not crazy.
It's it's
man, I really made it happen, man.
He's Can I just say this? His talent is
different level. And I don't want to put
any kind of pressure on him, but I'm so
eager to see when you see certain people
in a at a certain stage of their life,
their career, whether it be in sports,
business, entertainment, anything, where
he's going to take it.
>> That's what I you know, it's like you I
knew I wasn't I was working with
somebody who was really special when I
met you. No, seriously.
>> Check this out. Check this out. So, I'm
uh
>> I want to hear this.
>> Nambdi had just Nambdi Assam had just
got his his his big contract, that big
uh contract
>> uh for the Raiders. for the Raiders. 20.
>> For the Raiders. 2009, I think.
>> Right before he came to the Eagles.
>> Right before he came Right. Yeah. Yeah.
Right before he came to the Eagles.
>> And uh I'm at Berkeley.
Uh I ran track for Berkeley. Hurdles.
Yeah. Hurdles. Yeah. So, uh
>> these guys do their homework. So, yeah.
Real journalist right here. They're not
playing. I take the year off of school
because my dad died.
>> And so we I move back at home and and
and
we trying to make ends meet.
>> So I find this opportunity. I see well I
don't find this opportunity. I hunt down
this opportunity because Namdi just made
all that money and I'm like I'm about to
go learn how to play football.
>> Damn, I'm out of school right now. You
know what I'm saying? So I go I start
training at Berkeley High School with my
coach who with my football with my with
my track coach who now uh coaches at
Berkeley High School and uh he makes a
phone call to Southern Oregon
University. He's like, "Hey man, I got
this guy I got this, you know, this 4.0
student. He fast, you know, he don't
know nothing about nothing, but you
know, he's a good kid. You know, just
give him a shout."
And I went to to to Southern Oregon
University to go try out for the
football team because I because I'm
broke
and Nomi just went made all that money
and I'm like,
>> "Well, let me go see how I can make
something shake." So, check check out
this journal entry. I I wrote this
journal entry the night before
and uh part of it goes like this. I will
have an exceptional workout at SOOU
tomorrow. I will make the team. I'll
start every game at cornerback. I'mma
read it straight just like it is, too.
I'll finish the season with 15
interceptions
>> and 87 tackles. I don't know nothing
about football, [laughter]
>> but I'm trying to make something shake,
dog.
>> Go ahead.
>> She had more than one.
>> I will be in every game
>> or better all of that stuff, right? And
at the end, I say, I'm going to sleep.
I'm thinking about providing for my
family. Our water is cut off. So is my
phone. I can tell that my mom and my
sisters want me to help so much.
Uh I appreciate them or I'm sorry. I can
tell that my mom and my sisters want to
help me so much. I appreciate them. And
through this vision, I will return the
favor. Thank you, Jesus, for favor.
>> That's where I was in my life. You know
what I'm saying? In 2009, I drove up to
S. I got got my brother to drive me up
to SOOU. I go to Berkeley, dog. I ain't
making that team. I found me a little
team. I sized I looked up everybody on
the roster. I sized them up. Yeah, I
could I I could beat them. I go up
there. The coach first thing the coach
do, he say, "Okay, what position?" I'm
like, "Cornerback." "Okay, let me see
you back pedal." He put me through one
drill. He was like, "Nah, bro." You
know, so he was like, he was like, "Hey,
you know,
>> let me ask you a question. Is it true to
really be great, you have to be somewhat
delusional?"
>> Absolutely. I I had to. I had to. when
nobody else believes. If you don't
believe, you're not going to believe.
>> We going to come back to that.
>> No, because when he came home from jail,
right, you got to understand
>> probably 85% of my family thought he was
[ __ ] crazy.
>> On social media,
>> like he came home from jail. He had he
stayed in nanny's at the nanny house in
the middle room.
>> He didn't have no money, no resources.
>> But he said, "I'm going to give a
message out."
>> God does things differently. He would go
he went to the to the to the corner
store and bought a thing of ketchup, put
it on his head and laid on the ground
and said, "Don't wait till it's too
late. Don't wait till to till to till to
till to till to till it's too late till
you lay on the ground in the ambulance
to change the streets. Don't wait till
it's too late." And my family called
said that [ __ ] lost his mind.
>> But you saw it.
>> I saw it because every time I get
Listen, you got to think about this.
>> When you was reading and I want I want
to get back to that cuz I want you to
break it all the way down to how you got
here.
>> Yeah. when you was reading your stats, I
said, "Damn, he think like me." Because
I I I literally intercept it. They only
what 10 12 games. He said he said he
said multiple picks in the game.
>> I walked up. Listen, I never forget we
in Houston, right? We had the McDonald's
All-American basketball game, right?
>> Bronnie James playing in the game. We
see LeBron. I said, "Gil, come on. Walk
with me." I go over to LeBron. Why are
we up? I said, "What we doing? Check
Rock. When we going to do this?" Gil
tells me, "What the [ __ ] is you?"
I said, "No, either you or your son,
what we doing?"
>> I said, "I know I can get one point on
LeBron. Just one point." No,
>> you can't.
>> I said, "I get one point. I believe that
to this day. You find out." So, so, so
my thing is like I stepped up so many
athletes [clears throat] in my time and
I I call them out for some reason. They
get nervous and laugh. They never take
on my what's name. But whatever the case
may be, in this world that we live in
today, yesterday, whatever,
if people not laughing at you or think
that you're crazy, that mean you're
late.
>> Right.
>> I understand [clears throat] that.
>> Listen, think about it.
>> I understand that.
>> When you're going after your dream or
you're going after something that you
believe in.
>> Mhm.
>> When it's popular, everybody is
accepting to it. Like, damn, you got
they they going But when it's not,
you're crazy.
You're goofy. You You just insane
>> because we live in a world like this.
And I think about it like this, and
nobody say this, but I gotta say, and I
always say, winning ain't for everybody,
>> there was only 5,400 players that ever
played in the NBA since the beginning of
the NBA. We only have the the
conversation about Mike, LeBron, and
Kobe.
>> Yeah.
>> Out of 5400 players, think about that.
>> But the people who are blessed with so
many gifts and natural talents and
attributes don't have to work that hard
at it. It's the people who don't that
are out there out working them every
day. And those are the guys that you got
to watch out for. Those are the guys
that want it that much more and are
willing to go that much further to
actually get it,
>> you know. And what you were doing was
really trying to make a positive impact
on people and, you know, not take your
situation um and not do something good
about it. You continue to do that.
That's why it just rang so true to me
when I would see you running in the
rain. Stop and just kind of drop some
real knowledge on somebody. You know
what I mean? He was like,
>> "I want you to finish that though, cuz
you was ready to break something down."
>> Well, that was my mindset.
>> But how did you then go to the acting?
>> Yeah.
>> I had I had I was Well, uh
>> And you drove back. They said, "No, you
ain't getting on this field."
>> And then Okay. And then I started uh I
was like, "Damn, back to reality."
Had a whole another episode where I was
where where where
I'm sitting on the porch. I was thinking
about whether or not to where I'm
sitting on the porch and I'm and I'm and
I'm and I'm thinking about doing
something to make some money.
>> And uh I tell my mama what's on my mind
because she can see I got something on
my mind. And I tell my mama what's
what's on my mind. She got up. She said,
"Oh no." She she got up. She went in the
house. She came back. She gave me $20. I
didn't want to take it. She put it in my
hand and I took it.
She said, "Don't ever let me hear you
talk like that."
>> And then I got my boy's camera and I
start shooting photography. I start
shooting weddings. I start doing
whatever I could do to make some money.
You know what I'm saying? And uh
couple months after that, I got a job. I
finally got a job working in working in
city planning. I got laid off from my
job. And when I got laid off from my
job, I was like, "Man, look,
that acting thing that I did, you know,
in college, that was fun. I'm about to
go put everything into that." And as
soon as I chose acting, as soon as I
chose acting,
everything opened up.
>> But let me ask you a question. After you
studied and you put all that time in and
you know, you showed everybody that you
know that you you were studying at
school that you had the gifts and the
talent, why didn't you then pursue it
right after? Why did you then go and
chase football? It just would didn't
seem like it was a possibility
>> with uh with with acting. I studied
architecture in my undergraduate. So I I
took a couple a couple acting classes.
So I knew I was good, but I didn't know
that I could do that. I didn't know that
that was that that was
>> You only took a couple classes.
>> Yeah. For my undergraduate. I still went
I went to graduate school, you know, to
to to get my to get my degree to to get
my master's degree in acting. But in
undergraduate, I studied architecture.
So I was just doing what I was what I
set out to do.
>> That's how I ended up working in city
planning. And I was just I couldn't get
no job. 2008, nobody's hiring. 2007, my
dad died. 2009, I'm out of school. You
know what I'm saying? I'm I'm I'm I'm
down on my luck trying to figure things
out. I finally get a job. I get a break.
It's feeling good. Then I get laid off
from that.
>> Now I'm like, man,
okay, that acting thing was fun. Now,
now it ain't about money, right?
>> I ain't looking for money no more. Now
I'm just like, man, what was fun? What
did I enjoy that acting thing? Okay,
boom. I'm gonna go give three years of
of of hard work towards that and see
what happens. And at the end of 14
months, I got into Yale and Harvard and
NYU and so and so so and so forth. But
to that delusional thing, absolutely,
man. I was just like, I believe I
believe in myself to this day. I mean, I
went up to try to go try out for
football, you know what I'm saying?
Because because I I believe in myself in
that way. And my family also believes in
me, too. Uh-huh.
>> I never had nobody in my family tell me
that I couldn't do something.
>> That's a They knew you wasn't making
that football team, [ __ ]
>> They didn't know about They was like,
"This [ __ ] is crazy."
>> What the [ __ ] is wrong with you, baby?
Go ahead, baby. You can do it.
>> I was in my drawers, dog. I was out in
my drawers.
>> No, cuz that's what track people
running, bro. You run all out some
[laughter]
trick.
>> They like this is the [ __ ] going on with
me? Back backpedaling, man.
Backpedaling. I was trying to get
>> backed pedal all messed up. Talking
about it was going to be prom.
>> I was trying to get it. 15.
>> Tell me you was going to be coach prom.
>> 15 interceptions, man.
>> In 10 games.
>> He said 15 for them, right? They said
15.
>> Did that ever happen in NFL before? No.
>> Did [snorts] anybody ever get 15
college? No. 15?
>> What's like a high number?
>> Six. Five.
>> I would say the Yeah, the highest. I
mean, he wrote that down, too. That was
college, so they only played 10 games.
>> And this is his first time ever playing
football.
>> No, no, no. He had God laughing. God was
up there like 15 interceptions.
[laughter]
>> I just put you through Yale, Harvard,
Berkeley, you 15 interceptions,
>> but that's where I was.
>> Yeah.
>> So,
>> well, you're willing to go out though
and try.
>> You know what I mean? You were going to
find a way no matter what.
>> Absolutely. And that's the thing how how
determined you are. You know when other
people like I said when something comes
easy you don't cherish it as much as
when you work for something to really
build a foundation.
>> How old was that? That was that was 13
20 almost 20 years ago you know. Uh
>> man I wish people that was 21 22 had
that right now.
>> Yeah. You know, people that's people
that's gonna watch this episode that's
watching y'all show that's watching, you
know, this podcast, man, they need that.
>> Absolutely.
>> I'm about to put out this single. I
don't know. I don't know much about
music, but this about to go, you know,
15 time diamond.
>> Yeah.
>> They need that.
>> You got to have some delusion, too.
>> You know what I'm saying? Absolutely.
>> You need that. Then you need to put the
energy in. You know,
>> do y'all believe I get I can get one
point in LeBron?
>> One point?
>> Yeah. Do y'all like I'm just saying cuz
I I'm belie Yeah. I mean, you'd have to
heave something up from half court, but
if he was if he was pressing, you never
seen him ask.
>> No, I'm playing if you if you get one
assist to pass it to Gil.
>> You never seen him play. I'm playing by
myself. No,
>> we play five
celebrity games at the big three. He has
two points and it was on a girl.
>> But I was a defensive player of all the
time. Of all time.
>> There you don't even get in a game.
>> I would never say never.
>> I would never say never. Keep the dream
alive. I think you get one big dog.
>> That's what I'm saying. He's still
delusional.
>> And then now everybody got to respect.
All you got to do now is show up to
practice. Oh no. I'm going to get it.
I'm going get I'm going get I'm going to
get Brian.
>> But by any means, when is it out?
>> September 4th. September 4th.
>> September 4th.
>> It's good. It's great.
>> You don't think we could have got a role
in there?
>> What we playing? What? Hey.
>> Oh, he the FBI agent. He's the mob boss,
right? Gangster, right? I would have
been a cop. They come to the town.
>> Okay.
>> I'd have been a cop cuz they he ain't
informed me he was in my town.
>> Right. When we Who have been? You would
have been a notorious rat.
>> Okay. So, where how do we start?
>> A notorious rat. You telling everybody,
huh?
>> When do we start?
>> We can start right now. Action.
>> Oh [ __ ]
>> So, you just think you just going to
come around my town cuz you that big old
FBI and not inform me of anything? This
is not how it works in Mississippi.
And you?
>> Yes, sir.
>> YOU'VE BEEN [ __ ] THE COMMUNITY UP FOR
30 YEARS.
>> My apologies, Colonel.
>> I apologize. Who authorized this?
>> Hey boss, I got some new information for
you. What?
>> You know, the guys down back on the
field uh they uh they doing a little
legal activities and I think we I think
you need to go get him.
>> I didn't tell you nothing.
>> Right to tell him. Look at he's right.
>> I ain't tell you nothing. He even
knocked.
>> He even [laughter] knocked.
>> He ain't even knock.
He ain't even knock.
>> But that was good. [laughter]
>> That's awardw winning acting right
there. I think
>> you you could I win award for that type
of stuff.
>> [ __ ] no. You want to win an award? He's
a hater.
>> You will win anything.
>> But but but
>> by any means, you better go see this
>> September 4th.
>> However, you you better go to the
theater. Get your popcorn.
>> I'm talking about you going to love
this. Get your popcorn. Make sure you
get extra butter. Me, I'm an extra
butter guy. And I get my milk duds, too.
Or if they ain't got the milk duds, I
like the ra the raisinets. And if
[snorts] they got them nachos with the
spicy cheese, I'm getting them because I
like to have my whole like I like my
whole setup with me. So when you go
there, take somebody with you, go on a
date, take a family member, go out there
and enjoy yourself. But go to the
movies. Go see it in the theater.
>> And this is acting
>> the theater
>> at its top level.
>> Yes.
>> This is acting at its top level.
>> Yes.
>> This is million dollars worth a game.
>> Yes, it is.
>> It's Mark Yaya
>> by any means. September 4th.