Video summary
Megan hosts her annual end-of-year book tag, explaining that she is posting this video slightly earlier than usual due to a packed schedule and the desire to capture the "back-to-school" autumn vibe before heading to Florida for Christmas with her family. She reveals that much of her reading list for the remainder of the year is already set in stone, leaving little room for spontaneous choices. Additionally, she shares some personal updates, including a massive water leak in her house that has left her exhausted and delayed a major video essay project, as well as seeking advice on how to vlog her upcoming trip to Universal Studios and Disney parks without alienating her non-travel audience.
The core of the video focuses on Megan's current reading plans and specific titles she intends to tackle before December. She discusses her struggle with finishing *The Liar Tree* by Francis Harding, admitting that while she loves the author's work, this particular book has been slow for her and might not be completed in time. For the autumn season, she plans to dive into mysteries and thrillers, specifically mentioning *A Paradise Undertaking* by Veronica Speedwell and *Death Comes to Marlo*. She also highlights historical non-fiction like *Unruly* by David Mitchell, which fits her "back-to-school" theme, and expresses excitement about reading the long-awaited *Plain Bad Heroines* by Emily M. Danforth, a book she believes could earn a five-star rating despite its intimidating length.
Megan also details several highly anticipated new releases she is eager to read, including *We Chase Shadows* by Richard Osman, which she will receive that very night after meeting him at an event, and *Hollywood Ending* by John Green, her first adult fiction debut from the author. She lists other titles like *Meet Me in the Garden* by Nina LaCour and a Miss Marple novel by Lucy Foley as part of her wish list. Furthermore, she addresses her reading statistics for the year, noting that while she has read fewer books due to life's chaos, her average rating has actually increased because she is becoming more picky; she now reserves five stars only for books that push boundaries and do something truly unique, rather than just being well-executed genre fiction.
Looking ahead, Megan reflects on her approach to reading goals and her TBR (To Be Read) pile, which currently sits around 270 books. She states that she did not set specific numerical goals for this year because she is happy with her current habits, though she hopes to reduce her TBR below 250 before the year ends. For next year, her primary focus will remain on clearing out her backlog so she can feel free to pick up random books in bookshops without feeling guilty or tempted by new releases she hasn't planned for. She concludes by expressing a desire to reconnect with the joy of impulse buying and exploring new authors, hoping that the end of the year brings an "avalanche" of five-star reads as she prepares for her holiday break.
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Don't panic. It is not quite to the end
of the year yet. All will be explained
in just a second. Hello everyone. It's
Megan. Welcome if you're new, but I'm
guessing if you're watching this video,
you're probably not. So, this is the end
of the year book tag. Here's the thing.
Usually, I do this video in probably
about a month's time in like October
time. However, this year there's
multitude of things going on here. I
have planned out all my content for the
rest of the year already. I know what
I'm reading for the rest of the year.
Like there's a few videos where I have a
bit of choice, a little bit of control
in what I'm choosing, but often I don't.
Often it's pretty much set what I'm
reading for the rest of the year. And so
I kind of wanted to do this video to get
into the end of the year. Also, it kind
of feels like September back to school
time. Like this is everyone's calling it
the great lock in of September to
December. So for me, this just kind of
feels like the headsp space I'm in right
now. Also, I am going away in December.
I actually haven't mentioned this yet.
Maybe we should just a quick aside now.
I'm going to be away for like 3 weeks in
December. I'm going to be away over
Christmas. Me and my family are going to
Florida to go on rides and go Universal
Parks. I'm so excited. I'm going to go
Epic Universe.
>> Good morning, if you could make this
real quick cuz I got a flight to catch.
>> So, if you're interested, I would just
love to know what how should I vlog
that, guys? This is something I've been
thinking about a lot and I'm going to
ask on Instagram and I'll probably ask
again somewhere more formally, but like
do we want daily vlogs? I love watching
people's like Florida daily vlogs. But
that's when they probably have like a
travel audience, right? Like a Florida
Universal parks, Disney parks, whatever.
We're only going to Hollywood Studios,
Disney parks. We're mainly doing
Universal on this trip. You know, that's
when they have that audience. Like would
you guys actually be interested in that?
Or should I do like one vlog, but then
that's crazy. Or should I do like vlogs
every like 3 4 days kind of combined? I
don't know. I don't know. Should I just
do a reading vlog when I'm out there? I
don't know. But that does mean that like
there's a big chunk of the end of the
year. I don't know if I'm going to be
reading whilst I'm there. If I am, I
think I'm just going to be rereading
favorites. I think that's the vibe that
I'm going to want on holiday. So, that
accelerates my kind of end of year a
little bit. So, I thought we'd do the
end of year book tag today. I also just
want to say that, sorry, I know I'm
rambling before we get into the tag,
which is not very good YouTuberness of
me. I am throwing this video in like I
wanted a quick fun TBR kind of style
video to do for you guys because I am
working on a really big vlog project. I
want to get more into like video essay
style stuff but like really well
researched lots of interviews in them
and I've got this big project that I've
been working on for weeks and weeks and
weeks and things have pushed it back. It
was supposed to go up on Sunday but like
we had a huge leak in our house like
huge water cascading out of the ceiling.
We don't need to get into that now. I
haven't got it in me. I'm exhausted. I'm
in shock and I am traumatized.
>> But get excited cuz that video will
definitely be out this weekend and it's
hopefully going to be really, really
good. Okay, let's get into the tag. This
is made by Ariel Basset who I love her
podcast Books Unbound and the fact that
it's made by Ariel is very relevant to
this first question because the first
question is, are there any books you
started this year and that you need to
finish? Because Ariel is a big starting
books and not finishing them, just
putting them down. It's a very aerial
question and if you guys know me, you
know that's very not me. I start a book
and I finish it. I very rarely DNF and I
very very rarely soft DNF. I do one a
year I think is what I said in last
year's video and I've done one this year
and so this is my only answer. This is
the only book I've started and not
finished other than like the book I'm
currently reading I guess. But my answer
is The Liar Tree by Francis Harding. But
I'm going to be honest with you, I don't
know if I'm going to read this before
the end of the year. So like really bad
question for me to start off with.
really terrible, terrible question for
me. You know, I did start this in the
video and I've loved Francis Harding's
work before, but this just wasn't
working for me in the moment. Honestly,
I can't even remember. It's like a girl
historical kind of vibe and like she
finds her disgraced father's journal
filled with the notes and theories of a
man driven close to madness. It just
wasn't doing it for me. It felt very
slow the opening of this. But I want to
love a Francis Harding book because I
read the skin a Skin Full of Shadows by
Francis Harding years ago. Like we're
talking years ago. Haven't read one
since. But immediately after doing that,
I bought like four of her books and I
never do that. But I was like, I have to
read her entire back list. So I've got
quite a few over there to work my way
through. But yeah, not the most fun
first question because there's this
book, this the only one I've sed might
not read it into the year. Let's get
into things I'm actually reading. The
next question is, do you have an
autoutminal book to transition you into
the second half of the year? I have a
few answers for this. Firstly, a lot of
you watched and enjoyed my vlog that I
did a couple weeks ago where I was
reading fantasy books until I found a
five star. And I mentioned this is going
to be like a minieries within TBR 200
where we like we're getting the TBR down
but in genre specific way. So that was
the first of those videos. And then I'm
going to be doing this autumn the
mysteries. The mysteries, they're here
on this shelf. We have a lot of them. I
think I'm also going to be doing
thrillers as well. So I'm not entirely
sure what I'm going to be reading for
this that vlog. I'm thinking I'm
definitely fancying a Pearless
Undertaking the second Veronica
Speedwell that I think will be in that
vlog. But I really don't know. But for
me, mysteries, murder mysteries are so
autuminal. Like they October and
November is particularly November
actually, but October November is murder
mystery season for me. It is murder
mystery season. And so I cannot wait.
And also then I'm going to be reading
Good Reads Choice Awards mystery
thriller books in like November,
December. And that will be super like
seasonal and autuminal for me. So,
there's just gonna be a lot of mysteries
reading
by the end of the year. I don't know
specifically which ones because in that
vlog I will probably let myself mood
read. Like I say, I think I'm going to
read that Paradise Undertaking. I'm also
planning on reading. I didn't grab it,
but Death Comes to Marlo, the second in
the Marlo Murder Club series. So, those
are ones that I'm pretty sure I'm going
to read, but like who knows what will be
five star. We got to keep going until we
get a five star. And actually for me,
we'll talk about this when I do the
video, but like mysteries are really,
really, really hard to get a five star.
Like I love them. They're my favorite
genre, but it means I'm so picky. I'm
incredibly picky when it comes to
mysteries. So yeah, I feel like that
video though will be like really great
autumn vibes. And then I do have two
other books actually that I want to
mention. This first one might not seem
overly autumnal to begin with, but let
me explain. So for my patron book club
this month in September, you can always
join down below if you wish. We are
going to be reading Unruly by David
Mitchell, a history of England's kings
and queens. And like I kind of mentioned
earlier, like autumn is synonymous with
September, back to school. And just
reading this this month makes me feel
like I'm going back to school, right? I
love learning about kings and queens at
school. I love TUDA era. I love
Victorian era. Although this when when
does this go up to? He goes up to it's
more like actually older kings like pre
there's quite a lot of pre William the
first kings that we've got in here.
Okay. So this goes up to the Tudtor.
This ends with Queen Elizabeth the
First. So perfect, perfect, perfect. I'm
so excited to read this. Just to me,
this feels autoutminal. Learning
non-fiction,
learning about kings and queens feels
incredibly like back to school autuminal
for me. And then one that I've been
meaning to get to for ages. Like this is
one of the books on my TBR I would most
like to read. I remember when this was
super popular and everyone was reading
it and I want to know what I think of
it, but it is long so it has intimidated
me, but I am going to read it this
autumn. Is Plain Bad Heroins by Emily M.
Danfor. It's big. It's a chunky boy. But
this sounds fascinating. So there's this
school for girls where there was a
infamous deaths, tragic deaths that
happened. And now in present day, there
is a like a film being made. I'm not
sure if it's a documentary or if it's a
fictional film. Something tells me it's
like a fictional film that's being made
at the school. And I think we've got
split timeline. There's a lot going on.
There's footnotes. There's
illustrations.
I just have great feeling. I think this
could be a five star for me. People have
told me just Megan, I think that might
give you five star vibes. And I agree.
It's long. I do think I like a long
book. They scare me, but when I read
them, the amount of depth you can get
into in a 600page book, it's it's just
great, isn't it? It's just so good. It's
just so good. I love a school for girls
setting. I love Hollywood and like, you
know, film in fiction as well. So, I
have great feelings about this and I
just think it's like everyone puts this
on their full TBRs or like autumn
recommendation books. The next question
is, do you have a new release you're
still waiting for? Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes,
yes, yes, I do. Let's mention a few.
First, we have We Chase Shadows by
Richard Osman. Guess what? I'm getting
my hands on it tonight. Guess what? I'm
gonna meet Richard.
I actually saw him last night at an
event that I went to for his podcast.
I'm having a double Richard today. It's
crazy. And then tonight, I'm going to a
talk with him and Lucy Foley.
I'm so sorry. Him and I can't breathe.
Oh my god, I'm so excited. I'm going to
meet my man. I'm going to meet him and I
get my hands on his new book tonight.
So, I can't wait to read that. I usually
do save that for the Gre Choice Awards
cuz he is usually always nominated. I
will ru the day if I if he's not
nominated and I don't read it. I'll be
so mad at myself, but he is usually
nominated. So, I'll probably save that
for that video so I have like at least
something in the top 10 that I'm looking
forward to reading. I also want to give
shoutouts to Serenity Falls by CJ Tuda.
This is just a synopsis that I keep
coming back to. You're in this kind of
like idyllic suburbia, but there's weird
things. There's weird little things
going on, just offkilter, you know, ever
so slightly. And sometimes I think
that's creepier than like in your face
horror. Sometimes things that start just
being slightly off-kilter to the human
brain is even scarier. So, I keep coming
back to that one. I would really love to
get my hands on that. Hollywood Ending
by John Green. I just I love a John
Green. I am a John Green raised girly,
you know. I read all of his fiction when
I was younger. I've loved the
non-fiction he's been doing. I just
think Hollywood ending is going to be so
good. And like I say, I love film
Hollywood famous people in fiction. I
like reading about that. I know not
everyone does, but I do. And so I just
think an adult debut. Oh my god, English
gets better and better. Adult fiction
debut from John Green.
I I almost can't take it. I almost can't
take it. So, I would really love to get
my hands on that one before the end of
the year as well. And then I just want
to give a shout out. This book is out,
but I have been on a book buying I kind
of forget that my book buying ban is
over, but let's just keep it going. I
was on a book buying ban for June, July,
August. I didn't buy any books. I didn't
buy any books in June, July, and August.
And obviously, it's over now, but I'm
still not buying any books. Let's just
keep it going. Well, I guess I've bought
We Chase Shadows today with my ticket to
go see Richard, I guess. So, you know,
I'm Lucy. I'm Lucy. Although, her book,
No, I can't say this in public yet, can
I? I'm think I'm going to be getting her
book in a different way. I'm going have
to get Lucy. I think it's in a box. And
I'm getting a book box. I won't say
which one. Uh, but you can make the You
can make the links. Her new one. Her
Miss Marle one with the Agatha Christie
estate. It's super exciting. Anyways,
what was I saying? Yes, I could buy a
book now. I am allowed. I'm allowed. I I
my book buying ban is over. If I could
get one new release, I would really,
really, really love to get Meet Me in
the Garden by Nina Laor. I keep thinking
about this one. It just can't get out of
my head. The reviews have been
incredible. It is, I think, Sisters who
live in New Orleans, I think, and one is
White Passing and one isn't, and we're
following their story. It's a family
saga. I think it's incredibly emotional
and heavy-hitting. I Nico is a bit of a
sleeper hit for me. I think I've given
her at least two five stars, right? I've
given Watch Over Me five stars and I
feel like I've given Yerba Buena five
stars. So yeah, I think she's a little
bit of a sleeper hit for me, Miss Nina.
And so I would really love to get my
hands on that one. Next question is,
what are three books you want to read
before the end of the year? I have tried
to be intentional with this and pick
books that I really want to read, but I
am like 99% sure I am going to read
before the end of the year. Cuz like I
say, my reading is pretty determined.
When I say I haven't bought any books, I
have bought this book, but it's for a
video. So, I actually did just buy like
five books.
>> But I did tell a bit of a lie there in
at the start of September, but they were
all for videos. They weren't like me
mood shopping or like buying something
just cuz I wanted it. They were for a
reading vlog. And one of them is
Yesterday by Carl Cla Burke. Listen, I'm
late to the party now. I was not. I was
shouting from the rooftops about this
book before it came out and then I just
haven't had a chance to read it. But I'm
so excited to read this. You all know
what this is about, right? This is the
buzziest book of the year, but you've
got this woman who presents this curated
artificial life of being a tadw wife on
Instagram, profits off it, wakes up,
she's back in the time of trades, and
she actually has to live as one without
the help, without all the staff that she
has in real life. I am so intrigued to
see what I think of this one. I've just
got to be part of the conversation. I
got to know what's going on. I got all
the tears. And yeah, it's been like the
buzziest book of the year. So, I cannot
wait to sink my teeth into this one. I
think it's going to be great. Then
speaking Miss Marple earlier, I really
want to read that Lucy Foley Miss Marple
book, but I've never read Miss Marple.
Are
>> you not ashamed of yourself?
>> I've never read a Miss Marple and I feel
like I need to read at least like two or
three Marples before I read that Lucy F
book to really understand what she's
doing and what she's playing with and
what she's referencing. So, the first
Marple is The Murder at the Vicorage by
AX Christie. And I just love my edition.
It's so be these are like you guys know
if you've been here a long time these
are the only things I collect these
these special clothbound act Christies
and this is one of my favorites and I'm
just really excited to see what I think
of Miss Marple how the writing differs
from a pro I've been actually
recommended like obviously I'm reading
the pros in publication order but you
don't have to you don't have to do that
if you're a sicko like me but I have
heard the marles are actually really
good to read in order because they show
kind of some shifting societal context
and beliefs and expectations um at the
time. So, I can't wait. I can't wait. I
need to read Murder at the Vicorage. I
mean, it's easy and Agatha is easy. So,
cannot wait for that. And then one of
the oldest books on my TBR is Alias
Grace by Margaret Atwood. And I did
start a video that this book was
supposed to be in earlier in the year,
but it was when life was a bit hard and
it was a really, really intimidating
video. And this book is intimidating and
I made it, let's see, I actually made it
100 pages in. In my brain, I did not
make it 100 pages in. I'm going to have
to start that all over again. But I made
it 100 pages in and I I Oh, I soft DNFed
this. Okay, that's a second book we soft
DNF. So, this is one I actually am going
to be finishing. Okay, there we go.
We've got an answer for the first
question. So, listen, I before I made
book, I was reading multiple Margaret
Woods. I loved Margaret. I love The
Handmaid's Tale. I love The Heart Goes
Last. I love The Blind Assassin. Like, I
love a Margaretwood. And then I just
haven't read any literally in like the
six, seven years since I've started my
channel. In fact, I think it's like my
channel birthday for 7 years in
September. That's crazy. 7 years.
>> It's my birthday. It's my birthday. It's
my birthday. Happy birthday to me.
>> But I would really love to get to this
before the end of the year. I am going
to The next question is, what trends
have you noticed in your reading this
year? So, the big trend is I've read
less books. I've read less books. I've
read I think I'm under 50 or I'm around
theif I think I'm around the 50 mark so
I don't even think I'm probably going to
crack a h 100red this year which is kind
of crazy but life has been crazy
I've got cascading waterfall
through my kitchen ceiling you know like
a lot if you've been a regular here you
know a lot has happened this year with
moving out and moving in here and cats
and oh god all of it I've read less
books but what is intriguing to me my
average rating is higher than it's been
in years it's 3.7 it's like 3.6 or below
for the last few years. It used to
always be 3.7. So, my average rating is
higher than it has been. I've got a lot
of fours on 4.5s, but I have very few
fives. I've only had four five stars.
It's crazy. Only four five stars so far
this year. We need more. Like, I need a
top 10. It's crazy. I need at least 10
five stars before the year is out. So,
that's just an interesting dynamic to me
to like have a high average rating,
higher average rating than usual, but
not many five stars. So, a lot of what
I'm reading I'm enjoying. I'm giving
four or four.5. Like I'm really having a
great time when reading it, but I'm not
finding that elusive five star. And I
fear I'm just becoming pickier than ever
with what is a five star. I think a book
has to do something really unusual,
really special for me to give it a five
star. Like I could read kind of your bog
standard thriller perhaps and find what
it's doing, say it's doing what it needs
to do perfectly, right? But for me, I
don't know if that would ever be a five
star because when I look at my five
stars, they are pushing boundaries.
They're doing something new. They're
doing something that no one's done
before. And so, I mean, it's hard to
find those books, right? It's hard to
find these special books. But I'm hoping
that we're going to get an avalanche of
five stars towards the end of this year.
Next question is not super relevant for
me. It's how do you feel about your
reading goals? Anything you want to
change, adjust, or abandon. I didn't set
any reading goals this year. Purposely,
not even a number goal. My number goal
was one on Goodreads. I just didn't want
to set any goals. I didn't feel like I
wanted to change anything about my
reading, right? I feel like my reading
is the thing I'm happiest with in my
life. Like, do I want to set some
lifestyle goals? Yeah. Do I want to set
some health goals? Yeah. Do I want to
set reading goals? No. I think I've got
that on lock. You know what I mean?
I'm very happy with my reading, with
what I'm reading with the I mean, I
guess the only goal was like make
progress in the TBR, getting the TBR
down, which I feel like I'm really
doing. We're into the 270s now. That's
crazy. I don't know when last time we
were in the 270s. I would love to get it
below like I think we'll get below the
250 mark before the end of the year.
That would be really really great. And
just I guess to keep this conversation
going, have you already started making
reading plans for next year? I think it
will just still be focusing on getting
that TBR down. Like it needs it needs to
get down. I think we'll get below the
200 next year. I don't think it's it's
not going to happen this year. That's 70
books got to read. But I mean obviously
I can DNF some, but I think we'll get
the below the 200. that will still be a
huge focus for my reading next year. And
I think I would just want that to have
let me have a bit more freedom then with
my reading by getting the TBR down. I
then feel like I can kind of go into
bookshops and pick a random book up.
That's not something I really ever do.
Like pick a book up that I've never
heard of. For me, if I'm buying a book,
if I'm picking a book up, I feel like it
has to have like to be worthy, it should
be on my most anticipated releases list.
But there is also something special
about picking a book up in person on a
whim just cuz it sounded great. And I
don't really do that anymore. And also,
I am just less plugged into new releases
than I have previously been. I'm still
pretty plugged in, but I just know for
myself, I've previously been more
plugged in because I've been so locked
in on the TBR this year. I didn't want
to didn't want to have temptation. So,
sometimes I wasn't really like I've been
watching a lot of book as always, but
sometimes I'm kind of not listening to
like what they think of the the I'm not
letting them influence me to read the
book, if that makes sense. I've kind of
turned that part of my brain off. So,
yeah, I would like to get more plugged
into new releases again and kind of just
be able to go to a bookshop and pick
something random up, which is kind of
crazy. Anyways, that's my end of year
book tag. I'm off on holiday for
December, so this year is a lot more
condensed, the end of the year. Um, but
hopefully we're still going to get some
incredible reading done before the end
of it. So, yeah, let me know your
answers to any of these questions if you
thought of them. But, thank you so much
for watching and I'll see you very soon
in another video. Bye.