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How To Use Your Self-Doubt As Fuel - Jesse James West

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Jesse James West recounts his early experiences in high school when he began pursuing fitness and content creation, launching a brand called Jesse James Fitness around ages 15 to 17. At that time, starting a YouTube channel was not common for teenagers, especially without the presence of platforms like TikTok, making him an outlier among his peers. Despite having good genetics inherited from his parents and already possessing a physique that qualified him as legitimate rather than just another "wannabe," he faced significant judgment from classmates who viewed his ambitions with skepticism or mockery. He describes specific scenarios where students would chant his brand name during school events like tug-of-war competitions, creating moments of intense social pressure where he felt compelled to maintain a poker face while internally panicking about dating prospects and friendships at stake. The hostility escalated when another student dressed up as him for Halloween wearing a muscle suit labeled "Jesse James Fitness," an act that West describes as crossing into a new level of humiliation. Although he was not typically a partyer due to his daily lacrosse commitments, witnessing this costume while sitting alone in his room created lasting emotional impact. Rather than letting these incidents break him, West adopted a mindset where such trauma became fuel for motivation; he decided that if anyone could control or diminish him through ridicule, it would only prove how much more he needed to succeed and defeat those critics. This reaction was deeply personal, driven by the belief that enduring hardship meant he deserved his goals even more so than others who did not face similar obstacles. A crucial factor in West's resilience was the unconditional support and high expectations instilled in him by his mother from a young age. She consistently believed in him before he could believe in himself, providing a psychological backbone that allowed him to dismiss external negativity as irrelevant noise affecting only his own perception. His mother taught him that holding onto grudges or letting others' actions affect one's progress was self-sabotage, reinforcing the idea that no one else sees what hurts you except yourself unless it is acknowledged internally. This upbringing led West to develop an unusual level of confidence in areas where he might not objectively excel, such as music, demonstrating how deep-seated belief systems can override objective limitations or societal perceptions regarding talent and ability. West emphasizes a core philosophy that genuine self-belief constitutes approximately 75% of achieving any goal, with the remaining portion dependent on consistent work ethic. He argues that if one truly believes in their own potential, success becomes inevitable provided effort is applied diligently. This perspective helped him navigate years of criticism from what he termed "entitled kids" or peers who held power over social dynamics within his high school hierarchy. Over time, even former antagonists reached out to express admiration for his later achievements, such as a collaboration with fighter Michael Chandler, illustrating the cyclical nature of human relationships where past grievances often fade in light of realized success and mutual respect. Ultimately, West concludes that while childhood wounds from bullying or mockery can sting deeply and linger for years, they do not define one's future trajectory if met with internal strength rather than resentment. He acknowledges that much of what peers perceive as malicious intent is simply "kids being kids," yet the emotional weight felt by the victim often exceeds the actual severity of the event thrown at them. By reframing doubt and judgment as energy to drive forward, West transformed his high school struggles into a foundation for building a sustainable career in fitness media, proving that overcoming internal barriers rooted in past trauma is essential for reaching one's full potential.
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I remember you saying that when you started doing something a little bit different your high school became very judgy and they weren't exactly super supportive but as a young person how do you overcome the Judgment of other if you don't have the supportive people around you yeah so I have like so many scenarios in my head of like sort of screwed up things that people would do or say or they were I'll explain them so when I was let's just say 15 to 17 I don't exactly remember what exactly what age but I started my Fitness page which is now my Instagram and it was called Jesse James Fitness you know it has a little ring to it you know it's like it's clearly not my just name it's like oh this brand that I'm trying to do you know sell t-shirts workout programs whatever it might be and obviously I said I had aspirations of being a YouTuber and all that stuff and as you're in high school at least in my high school back then also additionally it was not as normal to try to start a YouTube but there was no Tik Tok like Instagram and stuff and they see this and they see me trying to do it I have a good physique at this point like there's no it's not even like I have no no physique no no nothing total wannabe Fitness yeah it's not even like I'm really just trying to be a wnab I I genuinely could already be in the in the industry in my opinion I I have good genetics thank you Mom and Dad um and at this point uh I have like a few thousand maybe followers and honestly a lot of them are probably just from lacrosse and I go to the pep rally of like freshman sophomore junior seniors everybody's at their own bleacher there's doing tug OFW doing challenges Battle of the class as it was called um and I'm I'm a freshman at this time I remembering now or soft like whatever and the seniors all chant Jessie James Fitness Jesse James Fitness and I'm standing there and I'm like [ __ ] okay I can do two things here I can look down and just like admit defeat and like let them win and I'm not like that at all and or you know I can keep my chin up I can look at them I can double bicep flex and say what do you want what do you want so we were going out for tug ofar and that's when they were doing it and I just look at them and I'm like and I flex in my head my soul I'm like I'm panicking I'm uncomfortable I'm embar I'm so embarrassed like there's the girls behind you that you want to date the friends that you you know you're making and all this stuff and like I'm trying to be cool and and whatnot but I'm like I can't let them see that like it's a it's a poker face that I got to keep on because at least at least I can win that and I feel like I kept doing that for so long I really did like partially not give a [ __ ] but also you'll always give a [ __ ] I still give a [ __ ] I get a hate comment out if I get enough of them I'm still GNA give a [ __ ] I'm never not going to give a [ __ ] if you if you don't care that's just because you don't have a desire in this anymore and I remember I I do the flex we do the tug-of war whatever and then in the hallways they'd be like Jesse in Fitness what's up man and I just be like like what's up bro what's up like you know what I'm on phas I don't care and I feel like people really started to pick up on that and like they were like damn this this this mfer is like not breaking and these were like the the junior or the gr above me or whatever uh they're the cool kids I called them the entitled kids they very much were no hate against them now everyone no big deal it made me who I was but another time was um a kid for Halloween I and he might even be watching this I forgive you it's okay uh he dressed up as me hey no kid he dressed up as me and I I remember seeing this and I was like this is this is a this is a new level I have to accept like this is [ __ ] and honestly like I'll get into a more so he he dresses up at me he has a [ __ ] muscle suit on at a party we're probably 16 17 he was one of the kids that would like go drink with his friends I I drank a little when I was in high school whatever I wasn't really a partyer I didn't have time I was playing lacrosse every day and I was like I'm sitting at home seeing on my on my Instagram and I'm like wow this [ __ ] is dressing up as me right now it says Jesse James Fitness and like those things just like stick with you as like a a driving motivation of like why I want to make it even more it's almost like a a trauma a trauma reaction like I was traumatized my reaction is I'm gonna I'm gonna win you're not goingon to you're not going to control me I'm going to defeat you and everything in front of me you're just a wall that I have to break through you know and if I can't handle this I don't deserve what I want like if you that that was my mindset and I saw that I remember and and you know what's crazy is that now year probably a few months ago he me I'm not I would never name him but he messages me about my Michael Chandler collab and he's like dude saw the Chandler collab so sick great job and I was like huh weren't you and I was like honestly thank you it's one of those weird things about having a chip on your shoulder about stuff that happened in your past that maybe some kids knew or in reflection realized how much it might have impacted you mhm uh but a lot of the time it's just kids being kids I know and that's very strange right because the impact of something is so much greater than the uh like estimate of it it hurts way more than what was thrown if that makes sense and um that's a really strange thing I think for people it's Circle for them to square MH how how can it be the case that this person doesn't deserve for me to still bear a grudge against them they that that hurt and I remember you still remember it now you know need 10 years later it's crazy it definitely stung for a while but it's also like one of the things that for some reason and I'm going to assume that it's from my mom the way she raised me and always like hyped me up in a way where she she believed in me before I believed in me and she believed in me so much that I ended up believing in myself in everything I am I I weirdly believe in myself for things I shouldn't believe in myself for I'm like I could be I could be a musician if I want Wanted let's be real Jesse you're a little tone deaf but like you know what I mean like I have that mindset that's ingrained in me and from a young age so seeing those things happen and then she would kind of be she'd be like the backbone she'd be like you can't let this affect you like in in reality this is not doing anything it's really not doing anything the only thing I could do is hurt you and then you're just stopping yourself from doing anything because it it's in your head like no one else is seeing that and going you know what I'm I'm not going to support Jesse cuz that kid wore a muscle suit like like that [ __ ] doesn't exist it's all how we perceive it so having that like backbone and belief in my body that my mom instilled me from a young age I feel like is one of the reasons that I am in the position I am where I have so much unconditional belief in myself that I tell people that if you believe in yourself like you actually believe not just like oh I I believe in myself because I was told by Chris and Jesse on a podcast too like if you genuinely believe in yourself you are 75% already there towards your goals like you will you will accomplish them if you believe yourself put in the work it's done in other news this episode is brought to you by ag1 over the span of about a year I tried pretty much every Green string that I could find trying to work out which one was best and I came across ag1 and have stuck with it for over 3 years because it is the most comprehensive highly tested and rigorously formulated on the market a1's formulation is built to improve your health not just when you take it for a week but when you take this every single day for years and that 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