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How To Stop Being Resentful Of Your Parents - Dr Julie Smith

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Dr. Julie Smith addresses how to achieve peace with parents who may have made significant mistakes or caused harm, emphasizing that understanding their backgrounds is a crucial step in this process. She suggests that many adults carry complex childhoods filled with damage and generational cycles they were unable to break due to the lack of education on emotional dynamics during their upbringing. Consequently, parents often relied on coping strategies developed from their own trauma rather than acting out of malice. While acknowledging that understanding these origins does not excuse abusive behavior, it helps explain how harm can be inflicted without intention and why individuals often remain stuck in relational patterns established early in life. A central theme is the shift required to view parent-child dynamics as adult-to-adult relationships once adulthood is reached. Dr. Smith argues against placing all responsibility on parents for creating a good relationship or waiting indefinitely for apologies that may never come, noting that many parents lack the insight they possessed when their children were young. Instead of resting healing on external validation from parents who cannot change, individuals must develop a realistic understanding of what their parents are capable of giving and stop expecting more than is possible within those limitations. This perspective encourages breaking the cycle where one generation blames another without examining how grandparents or great-grandparents contributed to similar behaviors, challenging the notion that every family struggle is unique when historical patterns often repeat themselves across generations. The discussion highlights a generational shift in emotional awareness between Boomers and younger cohorts like Millennials and Gen Z, who have greater access to information regarding attachment styles and behavioral genetics. This knowledge creates an idealized view of what life could be, leading to frustration when comparing oneself against these standards while parents operate under the "physics" of their own era without such visceral understanding. Dr. Smith poses a critical question: is ignorance bliss, or does one prefer the pain of realizing that personal disposition and circumstances are partly within one's hands? She advocates for being educated on how biology and environment influence behavior so individuals can actively make improvements rather than remaining at the mercy of their genetic or environmental programming. To counter feelings of bitterness and resentment, Dr. Smith recommends nurturing gratitude by identifying positive aspects of a childhood that were overshadowed by negatives. For instance, while a father might have been emotionally absent due to long work hours—a common complaint from Millennials about Boomer parents—his presence at the workplace ensured food on the table for his family every night. This reframing helps shift focus from surviving despite one's parents to recognizing specific contributions that helped shape security and love. She introduces Thomas Sowell's quote, "There are no solutions, only tradeoffs," as a guiding principle for accepting that perfection is impossible; often, positive outcomes come with inherent negatives, such as waking up early at 3:30 or 4 AM improving mood but causing annoyance about the loss of sleep. Ultimately, Dr. Smith encourages listeners to accept that having difficult moments where they feel victimized by their circumstances is human and does not constitute failure. The key lies in maintaining awareness that one always has a choice to step back from negative reactions and reframe situations using clarity gained through experience or knowledge. By remembering quotes like Sowell's during dark moments, individuals can choose how to respond rather than reacting automatically out of misery. This process allows people to learn from their experiences, optimize what they control, and find balance between acknowledging shortcomings without descending into a surefire route of misery caused by railing against unchangeable realities.
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if our parents got it wrong and in the ways that our parents got it wrong how can we become more at peace with that I think in some ways a part of that work is is understanding where your parents have come from and that they more than likely had their own complex childhoods in which they had their own um you know damage that was done and and cycles that they were stuck in um and and probably you know they were sort of growing up in an era where there wasn't that education around this kind of stuff and there that and so they would have been living out their own uh coping strategies with whatever they were dealing with so I think that's part of it is understanding that doesn't make it okay if your parents were you know horribly abusive but it's it's one way of understanding these cycles that people get stuck in and how um damage can be caused often without intention um but also there's a degree of um you know in that parent child relationship often we carry the parent child relationship into adulthood and and we still behave like the child in that relationship that's just what I was about to say yeah in a sense that we we give all the responsibility to our parents for making a good relationship and actually what you have now is an adult to adult relationship in which you get to decide you can't change your parents and and actually often people assume that if I could just convince my parents that and and and help them to see the damage that they did and get that apology that everything would be better and you know possibly but but a lot of parents won't necessarily have any more insight than they had when you were a child and so I think we can't sort of rest our idea of healing on that on getting those apologies or getting their Insight um because often they don't have it and and often it's about developing a relationship with our parents that um that they are capable of as well um so that not expecting more of them than they're actually able to give it's it's interesting that we see the lineage between our parents did this and therefore I am like that how unfair how could this be the case you just go just go back one generation just move back by 25 years and you go well your grandparents were like that which made your parent how can you give yourself this uh excuse or this reason and not continue to R and then the great-grandparents the grandpar you know you all the way back yeah so yeah it's um it is odd and I think that you're right as well every generation thinks that it's Unique and I get the sense that emotionally maybe this has been the biggest change across one generation from sort of like Boomer period to whatever ex- Millennial genz just that the opportunity for people to ruminate the challenges that people have from an emotional stressor perspective uh the information that you have to become aware of how much better things could be as well which creates an ideal and then you sort of compare yourself to oh well if only I could get rid of my anxious attachment if only I could get rid of my fear of the future if only I could get rid of my overthinking on my whatever it is um which is now opened everybody up to think back more but our parents don't necessarily have that they're just sort of uh dealing with the physics of their system the way that it was given to them without necessarily realizing quite so much or quite so viscerally that well things could have been a different way it's like well things just are the way they are and you go okay so what do you want do you want to be largely unaware that things could have been different and to understand the way that attachment Styles and child rearing and behavioral genetics and etc etc work to influence the disposition you have as an adult or do you want to have it this way like is ignorance Bliss because for me personally I would much sooner be able to contribute a little bit to have the pain of the realization that there's something which is in my hands and that there are ways that this can be changed but be educated on this and able to make some s of imp as opposed to just being at the mercy of it yeah absolutely and I think what we have to be really careful of and you kind of see a lot of online is is this sort of resentment and bitterness this sort of um onesided this negative thing was done um you know parents are the bad guys I'm the victim of the bad guys and and now it's awful and you know to a degree you know in in the most severe scenarios where things are just awful um you know that's almost separate from from what we're talking about here where you know you can have a a fairly sort of normal childhood um and there were things that negatively affected you but there would also have been a lot that positively affected you and and so I think one way of sort of creating a sort of antidote to just feeling bitterness and resentment towards your parents is to sort of nurture some gratitude around okay these were the things about your childhood that weren't ideal what what would be the things that you would repeat you know when you become a parent yourself what were the things that you value about your childhood that you think helped you become the person that you are or that helped you you know feel secure or you know so your your parents might have been um emotionally neglectful and not sort of spent lots of time with you but actually maybe uh they held down a really difficult job and endured that so that you could have food on the table every night and maybe you know maybe your mom was at home every day when you got home from school with a warm dinner and you know had that kind of beautiful sense of love loving you and uh so so there will be new ways of sort of turning something and looking at it in a slightly different way that helps you to uh shift shift the feeling and and not just sit in that resentment of um you know I've I've survived um despite my parents rather than because of them are you familiar with the Thomas Soul quote there are no Solutions only tradeoffs I am now okay so I I this year it feels like that's been the quote of the Year for me um and a lot of the time what it means is trying to optimize absolutely everything and railing against things that are shortcomings is a Surefire route to misery because you're not going to be able to get everything to be perfect and in many situations something is positive and something is negative and the negative thing has probably come along for the ride as the dark side of the positive thing yeah uh and I think that it's the same with the parents it's so right you know um uh Dad wasn't there for me uh sufficiently emotionally I imagine that's a big sort of uh Millennial complaint about Boomer parents you know Dad was sort of this classic still Blue Collar guy and you go yeah he was at work like 10 hours a day five days a week for 18 years to raise you and before that and for brothers and sisters and all the rest of the stuff and you go okay so there are no Solutions there's only tradeoffs you had this level of SEC or maybe there's somebody else who dad was there for me a lot of the time but we really struggled with money and you go okay again you you it came to me because I started I made a big pivot with my diet and that improved uh a ton of energy problems I was having but I was finding myself waking up at 3:30 or 4: in the morning every single day for a week uh and the first day I thought oh this is just it'll be like it's a transition thing then the second day I thought oh no this has become a habit and then by the third day I was railing against it so I woke up and I was like God I like why is this the case how come I'm waking up at this time this is so annoying I'm going to be tired tomorrow etc etc and that Thomas Soul floated into my head and he the quote there are no Solutions only tradeoffs I thought right okay would you be happy to get up at 3 :30 in the morning if it meant that your mood and your cognition throughout the day was better than it had been over the last couple of months like yes like what are you complaining about then what you're complaining about is why can't I have the entire world exactly the way that I want yeah it's like no no no no you don't you would that be beautiful yes is it in anyone's World realistic absolutely not and the same thing I think when we look at our parents is a nice perspective yeah absolutely and it's there's always something to grateful for and something to feel a bit annoyed about or miserable about and and um I think part it's a really important life skill to to just have that Clarity that you can choose you don't have to be you know we're all human we all find ourselves in those moment and you know when I'm talking about that you know uh Health scare stuff that I went through in the summer um and I talk about sort of you know being the Predator not the prey and all that that doesn't mean every moment I was feeling that that that was response to those dark moments where you feel oh my you know what what's going to happen to me and and and you those dark moments so it's only human to find yourself in those but just by having that awareness and knowing that it's a choice gives you that opportunity to step back from it get that you know put it at arms length see it for what it is and then you get to choose but you know having those moments of difficulty or the moments when you're not doing that like you say the the dark moments in the morning when you're thinking oh why am I doing this it's okay to have those moments doesn't mean you're failing but then you had that process of hang on a minute I remember that quote now I get to choose and and you just learn from all of those experiences this episode is brought to you by function staying on top of your health requires more than just an annual physical which is why I partnered with function they run lab tests twice a year that track over a 100 biomarkers and monitor for 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