GILLIE TURNS 50 - MILLION DOLLAZ WORTH OF GAME EPISODE 390
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The episode commemorates Gillie's milestone fiftieth birthday with a lively celebration featuring mixed-cut water and meatballs, during which he became notably intoxicated after consuming forty shots of liquor. While the group honored his achievement by toasting him as "Cheese," a beloved friend who passed away before attending, they also highlighted Dan Wallow's efforts in bringing NBA stars like LeBron James to Philadelphia alongside upcoming boxing matches involving Shakur Stevenson. Beyond sports news and party antics, Gillie offered profound advice on relationships and fatherhood, urging listeners not to doubt their capabilities as parents while sharing anecdotes about how his past struggles with addiction once led women to feed him or pay for dates out of pity rather than romantic interest.
Gillie further elaborated on the complexities of dating dynamics by asserting that men should generally lead financially on first dates to demonstrate stability and "game," though he acknowledged exceptions where context dictated otherwise, such as when his own history with crack addiction made him a burden in someone else's home. He also touched upon the harsh realities of incarceration, arguing that prison can be transformative if inmates use it for rehabilitation rather than simply enduring time behind bars without changing their mindset before returning to society. This philosophy extends to his views on community culture, where he critiques the tendency to equate criminal behavior with toughness and instead champions true strength as maintaining freedom by avoiding crime altogether.
The narrative deepens when exploring the delicate nature of friendships within prison walls, where Gillie emphasizes that male bonds often provide more lasting support than romantic relationships during incarceration. He recounts a poignant story about his friend who chose not to interfere in an inmate's personal life despite knowing he was seeing other women elsewhere, prioritizing the prisoner's happiness over potential jealousy or disruption. This sentiment is contrasted with another guest's traumatic experience of screaming in pain after witnessing an ex-girlfriend leave with someone else and attempting a dangerous physical intervention that left him severely injured yet defiant about his feelings.
Ultimately, the gathering served as both a celebration of life lessons learned through hardship and a reflection on how to navigate relationships with wisdom and maturity. The atmosphere shifted from party revelry to serious introspection when one guest turned fifty only to vomit on himself, underscoring the unpredictable nature of their lives even in moments of joy. As they prepared for future raw episodes focused on life stories and audience questions, the group reinforced that true resilience comes from learning from past mistakes, supporting friends unconditionally behind bars or out, and understanding that real strength lies in personal growth rather than conforming to a criminal code of conduct.
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million dollars worth of game. Listen
man, it been a wild week.
>> Gil turned 50.
>> Yes.
>> He got about like he got a probably
about like his feet bad. So his feet
bad. So he he ain't going to be walking
soon. You know when you turn 50, there's
certain things you could do. I got him a
case of uh I got him a case of mixed cut
water. He went crazy about them. He he
just love cut water. So that was another
[laughter] that was a whole another
thing. I'm like this dude's an animal.
He was going crazy. He got the 40s in.
But he he
>> I had a great time.
>> You know what I He's never going to be
49 again. Like what?
>> Had a great time. Threw up all over the
place. He was dookieing. He was [ __ ]
himself and everything. He went crazy.
He went Listen, [laughter] this guy went
crazy yesterday, right? I'm talking
about he went ballistic, right?
>> But hold on, hold on, man. Let me just
say this, right? Had a party at the
crib, man. Shout out to my wife, man.
She had this [ __ ] looking like
>> the addition hotel in Miami and [ __ ]
and uh cuz you know everything was cool
then Cuz gave a legendary speech and
let's just shoot a speech today.
>> So this is from a really special person
that couldn't be here today that wanted
to be here for you. He's out the country
right now. Ty and yeah I'll let Wallow
explain what it is.
>> So so so as we know we everybody we wish
Cheese could be here. Rest in peace to
Cheese. You know we always celebrating
them in every way possible. So what's
going on is that uh we established the
college fund right for cheese under
cheese name for underprivileged kids in
in the city that's going to be funded
for the next 28 years right but this is
you know this is the how
>> you remember remember we used to go get
them checks out and stuff
>> no I got this no we got this oh damn
that was a good idea [laughter]
I'm like damn we do let people open
their own stuff up [laughter]
so here you
This is from, you know, Tai. Ty
established this. You know what I mean?
He couldn't be here, man. Shout out to
Tai, man. Just a great individual, you
know what I mean? Oh, did I do it? Yeah,
we done it right. You got to put your
date right there, though. You figure
that out. But,
>> you know what I mean? But no, this is
the cheese, you know. Uh, you know, you
know how we feel about the the way. And
it's like, damn.
>> Let me get it together. I got this.
Chill. Cuz if I cry, you going to say my
[ __ ] ass. That's another [laughter]
story. But no, it's like uh a lot of
kids they just don't it'll
say this
a lot of times. Damn.
Cuz you a good ass dad cuz like you know
what I'm saying?
Like I know you crazy sometime but damn
people don't know the conversations we
didn't have with cheese and just the
stuff that nobody see bro. And uh you
know I always try to tell you that like
you ain't fail. You know what I mean?
Cuz you think like I ain't doing enough.
It could have been enough. You did what
you needed to do. Sometimes God got
different plans. You know what I'm
saying? But you you just got to always
know that. You know what I mean? Uh you
got to you got to always know that you
did what you were supposed to do.
Sometimes you is crazy though. I do say
like damn this [ __ ] crazy. He was my
dad. I would have socked him by now. But
that's just me. That don't count. You
know what I mean? Cuz I'm a little crazy
too. You know what I mean? I don't know
if you saw your dad cuz he crazy, but
I'm just saying, you know what I mean?
But you did a good job, bro. Every day.
I was there. I seen it. You always try.
So, you just got to know that um we can
representing the best way possible. But
just know you did your job. But don't
never doubt don't never downplay your
hand as being a father. Don't do that
[ __ ] cuz we do that. There's a lot of
great parents out there. They just can't
they just don't have a you can't be
everywhere. Can't be anywhere. You can't
do everything. You just could. A father
is somebody that give you guidance to
help you go out there into the world to
see better. They they a navigation
system that you know I mean they give
you all the information to protect and
once you do that you done your job. So I
just want to let you know you've done
your job. But this right here is to
represent him and it's to represent all
them kids in the inner cities that just
don't they just ain't got somebody that
might you they need they don't got the
finances to be able to go to college.
But you did a hell of a job. So don't
never doubt that. You dig what I'm
saying? I love you cuz this right here
from Ty. Shout out to Ty. We going to
keep figuring out ways to help the kids
in the inner city and uh that should you
know this money this ain't for you
though you know I'm just saying you know
people get checks and [ __ ] they be like
oh that's mine that ain't yours so I'm
just saying oh I'm just saying I let you
know cuz you kept looking at it you
looking at a little too heavy like I
don't like damn I can screenshot this
you don't upload it on cuz you know you
can upload that on the app but don't do
that I'm just saying cuz [laughter] it's
already there but I'm just saying like
for everybody man this is for cheese
right here man we wish you was here Man,
you know what I'm saying?
>> Now that you see the speech, right, I'm
going to say this. It was necessary that
I get that speech up because I'm going
to tell you something real important.
It don't matter what walk of life you
come from. As a man, when you lose a
child, sometimes you feel as though you
ain't do your job when you could have
did everything possible for your child.
You could have protected them in any
way, gave him the GPS to life. It
[snorts] gave them put all type of
protection on them. But I know somewhere
deep down inside of you, you be beating
yourself up because you thinking about
more that you could have did. So it was
important for me to tell good and let
him know like, "No, dog. I was around
and I've been a lot of them
conversations that you would have had
with cheese, you had with your son and I
knew I knew I knew how hard you was on
him and how you used to be on your job.
But you can't be everywhere no matter
how much protection and information that
you give your child to make sure that
they journey through life and they on
point and they can see things is coming.
So I just had to let him know that and
that was very important man. And it was
like
I dropped the deep speech. It was real
deep. The next thing you know man he was
he was he was he was [ __ ] on
himself. I don't know if it from the
alcohol. I don't know from the the the
he was going crazy. Cuz you got to think
about it when you mixing when you mixing
cup water 40s and Tennessee and also you
know you mixing Amsterdam vodka you got
the the bud you eating he was eating all
these they had these meatballs at the
party he was eating them jones he was
throwing them jones down like damn you
just keep cuz they giving him a little
cup I'm like why you just keep throwing
them meatballs down you'll just see a
big a big lump in his throat I'm like
damn wow they would have loved you in
jail but that's another story right so
uh
>> [ __ ] So, it was just crazy. But
>> you know what? I got to talk about
something that's very important. Right
now, a lot of y'all see me. Y'all know
me. Y'all be like, "Dan Wall, man, he's
a big time sports fan. He knows sports.
I know sports." Because for some reason,
I know the winners. I know the teams is
going to win. Right. [snorts] So, now we
got LeBron coming to the Sixers. And
that's something that I did. Me and Rich
Paul, we worked on that deal day and
night. I made a lot of moves happen. A
lot of y'all seen me when I had the
Knicks uniform on. That was based upon
me throwing a diversion because y'all
didn't know at that time when we was
working on the deal. So they because
every time y'all be watching me like,
"Damn, what team is Wallow leaning to?"
Because something big is about to
happen, right? Like the Knicks, you
know, I wear the jersey, they win a
joint, right? Shout out to Uncle World
Wild West, right?
>> And uh and uh at the end of the day,
everybody is just called me, calling my
phone like, "Wow, you made it happen.
Thank you." You know what I mean? You
bring Brian to the So I'm like, "Yeah,
cool. Ain't no problem." Right? So I
bring my jerseys back out.
>> But I just want to put y'all on notice,
right?
A lot of y'all fake ass Sixers fans.
Back up. I've been a Sixers fan from day
one.
>> Back up. I'm tired. I'm tired of y'all.
Y'all coming out of nowhere. I got
people calling me. I'm talking about
Desi Banks calling. I'm talking about
you got everybody from every city that
y'all know is calling me.
>> Talking about I'm going to be a Sixer
now. No, no, no, no, no, no.
>> It ain't going down like that.
>> Calling me and Gil, yo man, I'm getting
my jersey out. I mean, I'm telling come
on, we not doing that [ __ ]
>> It ain't going down like that, man.
Shout out to LeBron though in the city,
man.
>> It's unbelievable. You know what I mean?
It hasn't been this much excitement in
Philadelphia since we heard. And with
the number one pick of the NBA draft,
the Philadelphia 76ers select Allan
Iverson.
>> Mhm.
>> You know, since Bubba touched the city,
it hasn't been this much excitement. You
know what I mean? It's been close, but
it hasn't been quite this much
excitement. So, shout out to LeBron for
coming to the city, building the economy
up here. He's going to make a lot of
[ __ ] money. You feel what I'm saying?
And I think uh honestly I just think I
deserve a 10day contract. Like me
personally like I just think like just
think about this.
LeBron James, Tyrese Maxi,
Joel Embiid, Jaylen Brown, VJ Edgecomb
Anthony.
>> No, no, no. Hold on a [ __ ] Jayen
Hurst.
>> You talking about all the players? Shut
>> the [ __ ] up. I'm telling on the sixes,
man. Oh,
>> right. Wade, right?
Cwell Pope, right? And Sam Gill Cell.
That's like the [ __ ] That's a
guaranteed.
>> Why would you be on the list with them?
You was a [ __ ] Don't Don't Don't do
that. Don't just talk about, [ __ ] I I
got highlights, [ __ ] to show what I
was doing, [ __ ]
>> But you can't play on the team with
them. If the Sixers allowed you to get
in for one minute, what the [ __ ] is you
really going to do?
>> I'm at least have three. I'mma have I'm
going hit a knock down the three. As
long as they swing that [ __ ] when I'm
open, I'm knocking that [ __ ] down. This
[ __ ] real.
>> Well, they going to put you like in a
game where like when they they put me
in. I don't give a [ __ ] Long as I get
in and they swing that [ __ ] when I'm
open, that [ __ ] good. Just know that,
[ __ ] Just know that. [ __ ] is you
talking about?
>> I'm going say this, man. I'm a little
disappointed, right? And I'mma say this.
Shout [snorts] out to all my young boys,
all my nephews is in the boxing game,
right? I'm starting to look at the
boxing game. Call Shak right now. I'm
calling him. Call Shakur right now. Put
him on speaker. FaceTime Shakur. I'm
calling people.
>> We trying to get to the bottom of the
[ __ ]
>> We got to get to the bottom of this box
and stuff.
>> Trying to get to the bottom of it, huh?
>> Yep.
>> Ain't nobody answering.
>> Ain't nobody answering the phone. I just
want to box. We got to get an updated
boxing report cuz this is getting crazy
out here. I don't know what's going on
in boxing. I really don't. Cuz I'm not
I'm a 13 time black belt. I really don't
focus. My my area of concentration is
not boxing. I'm just a uh a boxing uh
>> and can I break something down?
>> What?
>> Let me just say this, right? This is my
camera right here.
>> Mhm.
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>> Right. Let me just say this, right? Out
of all the athletes, right, that we
interview
from the basketball players, baseball
players,
football players,
soccer players, name them. All the
athletes that we be around that we
interview,
it's not even close. By far, boxers are
the most sensitive
professional athletes in the [ __ ]
world, bro. Like, I'm just keeping it
real. Y'all got to understand this. A
boxer will tell another boxer, "Bro, I
knock you the [ __ ] out. I'll beat your
[ __ ] ass, [ __ ] What you He's not
talking about at your son [ __ ]
basketball game. He's not talking out
about at your daughter's prime send off.
He's talking about in a ring where y'all
are prize fighters where y'all fight for
money. [ __ ] that take that
personal. I don't understand that. As
professional boxers, right, when you
reach a certain level, you only fight
two times a year. That's 72 minutes.
That's it. You not football. You not
playing next week. You ain't got a game
the week after that. You not basketball.
You not playing three times a week.
You're not. No, you you fight once in
April and then you might fight again in
October or November. That's 72 minutes.
So if [ __ ] is not talking about you
when you not fighting, then how the [ __ ]
are you going to grow as a fighter? It
don't matter if somebody say something
good or bad about you, all that matters
is that a [ __ ] is talking
because at the end of the day, it's only
you and another [ __ ] that got to get
the [ __ ] in the ring. So, if it's me and
another [ __ ] that got to get in the
ring and
we got to fight, it don't matter if I
don't talk [ __ ] to him or I talk [ __ ] to
him, he's still going to get in the ring
and try to knock me the [ __ ] out. He's
not going to say, "Oh, he talked to me
nice this press conference, so I'm not
I'mma punch him a little softer." No,
boxing don't work like that. So, you
might as well talk some [ __ ] You might
as well sell the fight. You might as
well have the most people watching that
[ __ ] and you might as well make the most
money that you can possibly [ __ ]
make.
So to all the boxers out there, man,
stop being so sensitive. This is
entertainment.
I know you fight full of them, but this
is enterainment.
I just wanted to put that out there to
all my boxers, man, so y'all can grow
and glow and y'all can stop uh, you
know, thinking about the [ __ ] that
don't mean nothing. You and one other
person got to get in the ring and fight
and that's it. Ain't no help. Ain't no
teammates. Ain't none of that.
>> All right. Go.
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>> Right. Is it a crime?
>> Is it a crime? Is a legendary, but
there's a lot of big things coming
outside of that. And we got the writer
camp that's ready. Jump off in Atlanta,
man. Shout out to my people over there
at Sony Publishing, man.
>> Yes.
>> Shout out to Snake, man, and everybody
over there. Jin, Jamon, everybody over
there doing their thing, man. We gonna
be coming to Atlanta to do this crazy
writer camp. So, we got a lot of stuff
going on with that. But I want to get
into something, right? I want to get
into something very important, right?
[sighs] Young boy asked me a question,
man.
>> Yeah.
>> And you know, my game is a little
unorthodox. I'm a little different.
You're a little crazy. He was like,
name, you know, because you hear people
talking about it, but I'm just I'm just
operate in a different world. if you're
going to take a woman on a date, right?
And I'm not I'm not trying to get it all
in the information. I just told him, he
asked me as an older dude. I said,
"Yeah, you should."
>> But
>> I said, "You should if you going to take
her on a date, you should pay for pay
for the tab. I don't have no problem
with that." You see what I'm saying? Pay
for it if you going to ask her out.
That's simple stuff.
>> He said if a girl and a guy go on a
first date,
>> Yeah. pay for it.
>> The guy got to pay.
>> Yeah, you should pay for it. The reason
only reason I'm saying you should pay
for it because it's like, yo, man, like
we we naturally leaders, right? I come
from elite and I come from a world where
all my OG's they got paper and they took
care of their families or whoever they
was dealing with, they took care of it,
right? So that's how I came up in the
80s, right? So my whole I never, you
know, I mean, so so it's a little
different. [snorts]
>> Well, I went on my first date with two,
she paid.
>> Well, that's one that's cool.
>> No, but listen, it it's not mandatory
that a [ __ ] pay on the first date.
>> No, but I'm trying to get these young
when we listen. when me and Toot went on
the first date, right? And that
[ __ ] bill came out, I said,
"You could take care of that." She was
like, "Oh, yeah." She did it happily.
Then when we got to the car, I gave her
a money back. I was like, "I just had to
see if you was [ __ ] up. Like, if you
can't even pay for a [ __ ] funky
ass meal, then [ __ ] me and you doing
together. You busted and disgusting. You
can't even pay for a [ __ ] meal. You
ain't got nothing going on. See, it's
about game." You know what I mean? If
she would have felt the attitude, damn.
So you too good to pay for a meal. You
You expect that me and you going to be
together forever, but you too good to
pay for a [ __ ] meal. Or you
expect me and you going to have a
relationship, but you too good to pay
for a meal. No, it's about me a mindset
with me. So when she paid for the bill,
we got to the car, I gave her the money
back. And I just said, I mean, I just
wanted to make sure you know you had
something going on. She laughed. She
thought that was funny. Like, what you
mean has something going on? I'm just
saying [ __ ] can't pay for a meal. [ __ ]
you doing with Gil?
>> Yeah, but see, you got to think about
this. Only reason I'm saying it is
because, listen, man, as a man, you just
want to have your stuff established,
>> right? I did have my [ __ ] established
after this damn time.
>> The money back when we got to the point.
>> I'm talking about right now. I'm talking
about right now for the average, you
know, average guy, right? Because we
living in the world where everybody's
battling on social media about this and
that. That's unnecessary [ __ ] Like
me, I don't even feel right going
nowhere if my pocket ain't right. You
get what I'm saying? Right? So my whole
thing is like my whole thing is like at
the end of the day when I'm stepping out
with a lady, you know what I mean? I
always wanted to make sure that I was
right. So I'm just giving the nephew to
like, you know, from stuff that I didn't
like, like this how you got to do that.
You know what I'm saying? That's it.
Don't be going away your pocket ain't
right. You shouldn't be worrying about a
date if your pocket ain't right. So So
if you can't go on a date, that mean you
you you got it together,
>> right?
>> That's all I'm saying.
>> I mean, and a date ain't got to be a
fancy restaurant.
A date could be, "Baby, I'm pick you up.
Let's go get some ice cream.
>> No, I used to ask, "Listen, I ain't
going to front."
>> And first of all, [ __ ] you mean you got
to pay the [ __ ] out of here. You
fronting, [ __ ]
>> [ __ ] you mean if a [ __ ] take a [ __ ]
out on a date, the first date, a [ __ ]
got to pay. [ __ ] when you came home,
all them [ __ ] was paying. [ __ ] you
talking about? Yeah. [ __ ] you
[clears throat] talking about, [ __ ] I
had to think about that, [ __ ] You You
was You was PJ Tucker the way you kept
that [ __ ] money. You was held a bunch
of [ __ ] show. Yes, she did,
[ __ ] I had to get right, though. Hold
on. You were selling shirts. You had
enough money to spend a little bean,
little $60 on the time. I didn't. I was
living in Annie house. I was living in
Annie Middle.
>> And you was You was on them [ __ ]
[ __ ] Let me explain something
to you.
>> You was eating on them [ __ ]
>> Let me explain something to you. Now,
now I will say this.
>> My date was I I did take him on a date.
They wanted to extend the date.
>> My date.
>> So, they was feeding you the [ __ ]
>> No, this was my date. This was my date.
>> F2F. Feed the [ __ ]
>> I'mma tell you. No, no. I'm going tell
you that might be a part of it. But I'm
going to tell you what happened cuz let
me be honest with you. My date with the
ladies when I came home and you know me
and I was and I was crack right my thing
was my my way to date up like damn
what's up you mean let's go out to the
park like take a drive listen to some
music I sing a couple songs
a couple songs while we in the car
minivan.
>> No no no I didn't even had a car at the
time remember I had to I had to get my
license first. I wasn't driving. So I
jump in the car, have my little play. I
had a mean playlist, right?
>> So I operate my playlist. They be Oh,
come get to the nearest park. We just
walk around the park and kick it.
>> They were damn I'm a little hungry. Like
no, I ain't that deep. Come on. I'mma do
it as soon as they say I pay. No, come
on. I want to treat you. All right,
cool. I'm like, bet. Whole thing. I'm
like, I'mma work this menu the [ __ ] out,
right? [laughter]
I'm sorry, man. I just got to be real,
right? Cuz I used to be killing [ __ ]
right? when they buy them dates I used
to tell you I was wrong with cuz I used
to call G like yo man I know about this
restaurant man this a nice restaurant he
like yo that [ __ ] old I've been there I
I don't know cuz I'm just coming home so
I go there like yeah you know chick tell
me baby get what you want don't tell me
that
>> right
>> cuz I'm explorer I all this [ __ ] I'm
seeing on there yeah cuz I'm the dude I
want the cream of corn I want the cream
the cream spinach I want the um the
Brussels sprouts asparagus I'm getting
all that side [ __ ] right
>> and then I'll be like yeah you know
especially when I first came there give
me the Bronzino and all that type of
[ __ ] you know? I just want to treat
myself, right? Because they say they
could really, you know, I mean, I never
had no Well, not to me. I ain't never
had no chick tripping, but be like,
like, damn. Damn, [ __ ] You eating a
lot.
>> Yeah,
>> cuz they
>> No, they was thinking that [ __ ] though.
>> No, cuz
>> that's why them [ __ ] never called you
back. They they they let you [ __ ] one
time, right?
This one chick, right?
>> It was just me and him. That [ __ ] man.
She a get no drinks or nothing.
>> I thought it was a little awkward,
right? Cuz the one chick at the one
joint, she just get a little shrimp
cocktail, right? Yeah.
>> So, she got that little plate over my
whole jaw lined up over this
>> and I'm going to work to her. Yeah,
girl. You know what I mean? But but I
but I took care of my business
afterwards cuz I knew I had to, you
know, I had to come, you know, I had to
I had to deliver cuz I But I thought
about that.
>> She f she fed you the [ __ ] down.
>> Yeah. Basically, I was I guess I was a
hired gun at that time. I don't know. I
was a hired gun at that time. I ain't
going to front cuz I had some wild [ __ ]
going on when I first came home, man.
Can't you get no cuz you was [ __ ] for
your life
>> when you first came home. It was a
difference
>> when you when you when you when you F or
L [ __ ] for your life.
>> That's [snorts] why I don't knock dudes
that done it. I understand. I know the
thing because it's a different style
because every stroke you throwing every
stroke in a different direction cuz you
got to make this [ __ ] count.
>> You what?
>> I had to make that [ __ ] count.
>> You giving her the roller coaster.
>> And my whole thing is like and this is
this this part this time when I was
living in nanny house. So my whole thing
is if I deliver this [ __ ] right,
>> I ain't got to go to N. I could I can
post something here. I can stay here a
couple nights. You know what I mean?
>> I don't know. I don't know what you call
that, but I was doing my thing at that
time. I didn't know. I was just like
happy to be home. The pill especially
>> eating the ass had a lot to do with it
too though.
>> I don't I don't know if it was just
that. I was laying it down and spraying
it down. You know what I mean? I was
doing my thing.
>> It's cool. But
>> but at the end of the day,
>> spitting in the butt talking all that
old [ __ ] I love you girl. Girl, I'm
I'mma marry you. You
>> That's crazy. That's crazy. That No, you
know that's dangerous.
>> You deserve this.
>> I told the young bloods, too. Like I was
talking to the
>> That's her spitting in his butt. Get the
[ __ ] out of here.
>> You deserve this.
[snorts]
>> Get out of here, babe.
>> Oh my god. You want me to put it back?
>> I told the young boys I was giving a
young boy some game, right? He was like,
"I want to lock my I want to lock it in,
right?" I said, "You got to get
vulnerable with a ne."
>> I said, "Why you when you sliding up in
that thing and you doing your thing?"
And she's screaming.
You got to hit it with the joint. Don't
give my [ __ ] away. She going to go
crazy cuz you got to be man enough to be
vulnerable to tell her that. Right.
Right.
>> When you tell a woman that on everything
I love. When you tell a woman some [ __ ]
like that, she like, "Oh my god, he's so
vulnerable. He It's some fear in them.
They they need Listen, they need to see
a little bit of fear in you like to let
you cuz see he opening up. He really
like me. You hit it with that joint. You
coming you coming Listen, you coming
over the bridge with that stroke. I
don't give my [ __ ] away." She like
they go crazy. [laughter]
See
>> they go crazy. That was my That was my
thing.
>> See see see me I think different though.
Me I I think different. See you supposed
to talk a little different.
>> No you going to talk different because
listen
you I can talk in a different way and I
can say more things. debate. Listen,
when when when you out here and you and
[clears throat] listen, you got to think
about I mean they when I first came on,
they was calling me ankle man. So,
[laughter]
so if you ankle man, you [ __ ] hanging to
your ankles. You could do that when you
coming up short like you, you can only
say something like, "Hi, baby love." You
can't even say you cuz you can't the
stroke ain't long enough for you to say
nothing. You you little man. You you I
mean you coming up short. But but me
being big up ankle man,
I come through. I I can get a whole
sentence in a stroke. Didn't I tell you
you won't stop playing with me? Yeah.
Get here, man. Go make me something to
eat. That's one stroke. You just like,
"Baby, baby, I love you. You got the
baby strokes, [ __ ] You You coming up
short out here." See, when you meet
ankle man, hi, I'm ankle man. Soon as
they see me, they be like, "Damn, this
[ __ ] I throw that [ __ ] around, but they
be like, "Oh, he ain't playing."
Straight up. He ain't playing. I was
standing up in [ __ ] with with wave caps
on. I ain't even had no [ __ ] hair.
They was like, "He ain't playing."
Ankle, man. So So my conversation in
yours is different. You can't You can't
speak the way I'm speaking when I'm
stepping cuz I'm big stepping. My feet
hurt.
>> I just stepped so much I can't even feel
my legs. You know what I mean? So my
[ __ ] different, you know what I mean?
When I step up in that [ __ ]
>> See, I can't I'm going to keep it all
the way real. You got me good with that.
What I can't [laughter]
ankle, man. Now listen, this the whole
thing. Now, forget the dating part. Now,
you know, like I said, you I called you
cuz you you know, I had a different
respect. They was like, "Call Gil." When
a young boy asked me, "Can I pay a woman
rent?" I said, "Young, if you got you
can do what you want to do, Nef."
>> I said, "Do what you want to do cuz I
don't live there." I said, "Listen, Nef,
do what you want to do. I ain't, you
know what I mean? I'm a OG. I'm
different." But I said, "Go ahead and
pay a rent, man, if you want to." Cuz a
you do cuz you asking me,
>> Nef.
>> He was like, "No, call Gil." I called
Gil on FaceTime. Gil go into telling Nef
all this crazy. I'm like Nef, man. I
don't I said the choice is yours. But
ain't nothing wrong with paying the rent
if that's what you feel like.
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If what a [ __ ] did for you to pay a
rent right from the gate when you meet
her.
>> I I a he ain't safe from the gate. He
just as he was asking cuz this is the
whole thing when I called you. He was
just asking a random question.
>> Okay. And what I'm saying is a young
boy. He a young bull. So if you got if
she got an apartment and you paying her
rent, you got and you got apartment or
wherever you live at, you paying your
rent, you just put another extra bill on
top of you for nothing, man.
You ain't probably ain't got no kid to
that crib, man. You paying the rent,
[ __ ] Coming through there, banging her
through the [ __ ] box. [laughter] So
you [ __ ] us through the plaster.
>> So you want a key? So you can walk in on
that.
>> Listen, hold on.
>> You walking
crazy. Let me just ask you this
question, right? I I just want to ask
you this question.
Why would I
pay the rent
on a bitch's crib
every single month?
this my responsibility. He ain't say.
>> No, he didn't say every single month. He
just said till I pay a rent. I don't
know if he was talking about any money.
>> Yeah, that's what he talking about.
Paying a rent. Yeah. So, it's it's a
difference if a [ __ ] needed some
help. Okay, cool. But no, I'm just going
to take your whole responsibility as an
adult and bring it to me and I don't
even got a key there,
[ __ ] What?
[ __ ] in there [ __ ]
[ __ ] you. You he he all it [ __ ]
you down in the shop.
>> Let me ask you a question. What the [ __ ]
you want to key to our spot for?
>> No, that's my spot. Once I pay rent
there, that's my [ __ ] spot. [ __ ] is
you talking about? I pay the [ __ ]
rent.
>> Let me just ask you. Look, look at him.
He nef over there shaking his head and
[ __ ]
>> Yeah. I mean, I got a ne he's a whole
tender. You hear me? Tenderon Tony.
>> Tender Tony. Yeah. I mean,
>> he tr
>> You know what I'm saying? But let me ask
you a question. Hold on. Is prison the
best thing that ever happened to some
people?
>> Without a doubt.
Best thing that happened to me.
>> You think you needed 20?
>> If Dana let you out in 10, would you
have still came home on some dumb [ __ ]
Keep it real, [ __ ]
>> No. 10. 10. 10 work you out. 10 is a
[ __ ] It work you out. But no,
I'm going to say this though.
Prison is also on this tip.
It's all about your mindset and what you
working on while you in there. See, the
system give you time to think. Prison is
to think. You know, that's the
punishment. Let me sit you down so you
can think and figure out if the [ __ ]
that you did was worth sitting in the
[ __ ] jail 20, 30, 15, five years,
>> right?
They give you time to think. It's about
what you going to do with your thoughts
when you thinking. The problem is when
dudes go to prison, dudes go to prison,
they be in the same [ __ ] that they was
on the streets, the same conversation,
hanging around the same [ __ ]
Now you say to yourself,
>> how do I go to prison with a bunch of
criminals and hanging around different
people.
You got people that let yesterday go and
you got people that's holding on to
yesterday like it's a bad honor. You got
dudes in there still talking about what
they was doing in 88. That [ __ ] don't it
don't exist with this damn time. And you
got to understand this important because
I always tell you this because
[snorts]
>> a lot of people is still operating off a
blueprint that don't exist no more.
>> You dig what I'm saying?
>> Yeah.
>> That's why you see dudes come home from
jail and they still be on some back in
the day [ __ ] talking about Yeah, cuz I'm
real. I'm Bro, how you talking about you
real? You like you 30 something. You
talking about you a real [ __ ]
Like you just did 15 years in jail. What
the What made you real about doing time
in jail?
>> No. real is the dude that didn't even do
no crime and stayed out here and had his
freedom for 15 years. You idiot.
So, you got to understand this. Prison
can save you if you want to be saved. If
you want to save yourself because when
you go to prison, ain't nobody there
trying to help you do nothing. You got
programs. You do have some you're you're
going to have some some institutions
where they do strong on program and some
people really do care. They
rehabilitate. They want to see you do.
But a lot of people coming to get a
check. So, it's cool. But this you got
to understand.
If you got a family member and they in
prison, I don't care how much you want
your family member to come home and do
right. If your family member don't want
to do right, they're in there getting
high, talking about [ __ ] that don't
matter, still want to be a real [ __ ]
don't even worry about them.
>> They're coming home on some dumb [ __ ]
>> There's nothing you could do because
the wear off. I mean, you talked about
this.
>> When a person come home from jail, and
this for everybody that been to prison,
when you come home from prison, right?
Cuz
>> they got a good two or three weeks when
when the fits wear out.
>> Mhm.
>> Now you come home, [ __ ] get you
a fit. Throw your little nut. Come on,
baby. You the one. You back, baby. It's
on. We ready to tear this [ __ ] up.
>> Ronnie took me to the mall. By three
sweatuits,
>> all that [ __ ]
>> Four pairs of sneakers.
>> Ronnie Black took all that [ __ ] Once
you wear them fits because a
[ __ ] don't know how to see me. I
was the type of dude that knew how to
stretch my fits out
>> because you [snorts] was a stretch fit
stretcher.
>> I was a fit stretcher cuz I had this one
[ __ ] I had this Nike I had this
Nike uh sweatuit
>> black joint
>> and the black Yep. And I had the
blackis. I wore that [ __ ] like it was my
skin.
>> Yeah.
>> I wore that [ __ ] a month straight. All I
did was change my drawers. I washed that
I washed the sweatuits once once a week
if it was hot cuz I was wearing that
[ __ ] in the summer too.
>> Yeah. I washed it once a week. If it was
hot, I throw it in there. Probably give
it a little two times. You know what I
mean?
>> So, I was cool with it. Some people
going to wear all they fits. The week
and a half they fit it out.
>> But
>> now they sitting there down, they going
to hit you up. Yo man, I need another
check. Oh, I just gave you 1,500. Ain't
nobody giving out nobody that type of
money out here.
>> That's Especially right now. You get
that come home, you good.
>> Dudes ain't doing that [ __ ] Mm-m.
>> So, at the end of the day, it could save
your life if you want to say like jail
could be good for you if you want to be
good to your experience and really want
good for yourself,
>> right?
>> And that's how that look. But like a
[ __ ] come home and think he
realer than everybody that ever that
never went to jail,
>> right?
>> I'm realer than everybody cuz I was in
jail.
>> So, so, so why is that though?
>> Because
>> why do [ __ ] Why do [ __ ] go go go to
jail and then come home and feel like
our community is [ __ ] up? Ain't been
locked up? us. Our community is [ __ ]
up. Our community and you know our
community only say that you cool or you
tough or you real when you did some dumb
[ __ ] that's got something to do with the
street thing. So it's hard
>> it's hard to tell some kids sometime do
cuz they whole thing is like I want to
be looked at like I'm a weirdo. You is a
weirdo. You're ready to do some [ __ ]
that's going to take a minute.
>> You could listen murder is a second
>> right?
>> One shot.
>> Mhm.
>> These dudes got to switch.
Got to switch be like Mhm.
>> That's still under a minute. Think about
this.
>> Mhm.
>> Something you did under a minute could
have you sitting inside of a bedroom of
a bathroom of a cell for 30 or 40 years
or your life.
It take a minute to shoot somebody,
right?
>> It take a minute to do a robbery.
>> Like it take a minute. I'm talking about
all this [ __ ] Take it take a minute to
do all this [ __ ] cuz
that's why people be so [ __ ] up and
they go mentally insane cuz it's like
hold up. I'm sitting in the court. All I
did was pull a gun out. That's how
people thinking. All I did was pull a
gun out, rob a [ __ ] They gave
me 15 years for the gun, illegal,
because it's different charges,
>> right?
>> So now you sitting there, you like,
damn.
>> So it's like at the end of the day, our
community is [ __ ] up because our
community say that if you're a criminal,
you're a real person. You real Think
about it. A [ __ ] will come home
from jail, you could have been working
your whole life, went to the service,
did whatever, and they say, "Man, I'm
realer than all these [ __ ] M
>> you done bought your house. You done
paid your house. Boy been in jail so
much you paid your house or your
mortgage off.
>> Mhm.
>> Cars, everything. Sent your kid to
college. A [ __ ] Come on, man.
Ain't nobody realer than me. These
[ __ ] suckers. Why? [snorts]
Cuz you committed a crime in your
community. Okay, buddy. You got it.
>> Let me ask you this question, right?
This a question that they sent and they
asked Gileian Wallow, right? They said
if your best friend girl
cheat on him
with a guy that you're also cool with.
Do you tell your best friend?
>> Minding my business.
I'm staying out of that.
>> Wow.
Staying away from that [ __ ]
Had a [ __ ] in jail, right?
We cool, right?
>> Mhm.
>> Board moving myself. The boy moving
myself. He just came home from the
street. He was on parole violation,
right?
>> Let me give you it again. So he get in
the cell, right? Talking about Yeah,
man. I mean,
I'm like, he he telling about all his
little chicks he had cuz he just came
[cough] he just came from the street, so
I want to know all the stories about
everything. He like, "Yeah, my pictures
going to be up here next week." I'm
like, "All right, cool." So, but he
every night he in the cell every time we
locked down, we eating cheese. He
telling me, "Yeah, man. I had this one
joint from my What's the name? I had
this other drone from there. Wait till I
get my pictures, man. All my
mail come next week. All these girls
sending me pictures." He had like three,
four chicks, right? This [ __ ] was like,
"Romeo, man, it's about everything he
told me." I was like, "Damn, this [ __ ]
know something, man." I'm like, "He
giving me game. I'm just sitting there
listening to Yeah, cuz I had the one
drone. We flew out Miami for the
weekend, right? He tell about all the
Jordans, right? When the pictures come,
they sending pictures from, you know, I
got cuz they had the drone. There's a
drone called Shadow. One of them draws
though. You can have pictures on your
phone. You go on the app and they send
they they would send like
>> pictures or whatever [snorts] like
booklets. So all they care man listen
man
he get the pictures. Why is one of my
main man I'm talking about me and this
cat we work in the kitchen together. He
on all these vacations with the boy
girl. Now now now mind you I always come
under the understanding that this my
whole mindset. If you in jail you ain't
got no girl. You ain't got you ain't got
none of that. You got a friend right?
It's best to play the friendship role
because it lasts longer because every
time she go up and down with
relationships, she going to come back,
come visit you,
>> put some money on your books, cry. Yeah,
man. I just I'm like, damn. You know,
when you the friend, you can write her
the letters. You can be the best friend,
man. Cuz you in the joint, right?
>> Like, so that's the best place. And I
try to tell dude that, but a lot of
dudes, they want to get married. They
all right, cool. I'm mind my business,
right? [snorts]
>> So,
when I see that book and I this same
girl I used to see in the visiting room,
my man all the time. She had disappeared
here and there. But this boy, they all
in they all in the uh in the in the uh
at the uh you know down Miami different
little clubs. They together all the
chicks. Yeah. Me and her we had a
dreaming with her. We had a wild night.
I'm just listen. I'm just I'm like damn.
So all I could think about like man damn
my man. I seen her in the vis
that's is
I go to my old head right. I say listen.
I give him the spill. I said, "Listen,
man. What do I say?" He said, "Young
blood, mind your [ __ ] business,
man. You hear me? Don't [ __ ] his
happiness up. If that's really your
homie and that's what making him mind
your business." I He said, "Now it could
become a problem
is
home girl home girl coming to see him on
his visit. She trying to get on his list
cuz you know it's going to be friction."
I said, "I don't know because that ain't
really his main girl. His main, you know
what I mean?" So, so good. That didn't
happen, right? But she provided him. He
called her on the phone. I'm like, "How
is this working? You calling on the
phone, he calling on the [ __ ] crazy,
right?" Whatever the case may be. But he
said, "If that's really your homie,
let him keep his happiness, man. Mind
your [ __ ] business." Cuz if you know
that's what make him happy in here and
he doing his time and he's smooth, let
don't interrupt that [ __ ] bro. I said,
"All right." And I mind my business,
man. I stayed the [ __ ] out of that.
Uhuh.
>> Let your man [ __ ] get jail bars [ __ ]
off him when he What I supposed to say?
>> Yo man, you you supposed to go say, "Yo,
man, your [ __ ] out here. She getting
she getting she getting lit up, man." By
who? Don't even worry about that, dog.
But I got proof that your [ __ ] is
getting lit up, man. I just want to let
you know that.
>> Now, listen, man. Your [ __ ] took trips.
She was in Miami. She was here, man.
Your [ __ ] getting lit up, man. I need
to let you know that you my man, bro.
>> Cuz let me just
>> How you know? All right. Listen. See?
All right. Now you asking too much,
[ __ ] I told you. I'm just trying to
tell you, man.
>> Huh?
>> Just think about this. August 19th,
2024. Where was your [ __ ] at?
>> Why you going to jail?
>> She wasn't No, but go back to when he
was with her. She wasn't with you.
Right. Right. She was in Costa Rica,
[ __ ] Now, I'm telling you, you ain't
got to believe me, [ __ ] But just know
I kept it real with you. All right. How
you know who she was with? See you. See
you. Now you trying You trying to give
me the rat, [ __ ] Trying to give me a
rat in jail, [ __ ] Huh? That's what you
trying to do.
>> You already ratt.
>> No, I'm telling you about your [ __ ]
>> You rat. No. You rat. No.
>> No. No. You my man. I'm telling you
about your [ __ ]
>> Now listen cuz cuz this is all I'm going
to say. This is all I'm going to say.
Let me tell you something. When I was
first hit jail and I was goofy and I
thought I catch my chick at I catch my
chick and she catch she answering the
phone every night at 8:30 and I'm like,
"Damn, man. [snorts] She good." until
overhead woke me up and bust my had had
me all [ __ ] my whole dreams up. He
said, "Yeah, I said because I'm like I
got a good She good girl. She go to
college, man. She He said college. What
college she go to? She down. She down
spell me, man. She going, you know, I
mean, she down Atlanta, you know? Yeah.
He said, "What time? What's the lady you
catch on the phone?" He said, "Nef." You
know, uh,
no, no, no. He ain't say nothing cuz
this before he a young blood you know uh
between 8:30 and uh when they let us out
in the morning when we can make the
phone calls you know a [ __ ] be
laying all types of dick on them right I
said what was I said no she ain't into
that [laughter]
I died that I died that day
>> at that time when he told me that my
heart stopped I died cuz I'm like
>> I'm like damn I never thought of that
>> cuz I'm so in with LA man and I'm happy
I'm in jail she catching the phone Hey
baby, I was thinking about you. I was
dreaming about you last night. I'm like,
yeah, what was your dream? We was making
I'm like, damn, dog. That [ __ ] was
[ __ ] you,
>> right?
>> [ __ ] was
>> cuz I'm young in my [ __ ] I don't know
better. [ __ ]
>> the engine out.
>> So So I know how that be. I'm like, I'm
never telling [ __ ] that, man. [ __ ]
going to stab his bra. A [ __ ]
stab.
>> See you. You doing that based off your
heart and you died, man. You got
understand. I died.
>> You didn't tell him that it was the man
down here in the cell. You just told him
that. Listen, bro. I know. Listen, man.
You my man, right? Mm-m.
>> You [clears throat] my man, right? You
know I wouldn't come to you alive, man.
The [ __ ] that be coming up to visit
you, man.
>> Yeah, man. Yeah.
>> Remember September 29th, man. You Yeah.
You was doing all that.
>> Cuz you got to think about this. Cuz
that's all I'm saying. Cuz
>> if you my man, man, I ain't letting a
[ __ ] slide on you.
>> No, I'm going just say this.
>> Let me just ask you a question. Let me
just ask you. No, no, no, no, no. Let me
just ask you a question.
Do you think the [ __ ] is letting us
slide?
>> No.
>> So, so why so why we got to live by our
code when it come to these [ __ ]
>> If a [ __ ] say a chick would a chick
would cuz these chicks want to get
slayed and sprayed by everybody. They
die today.
>> No, no, no, no, no, no. But what I'm
saying is
>> if it's if it's your your your
girlfriend girlfriend.
No, she going. First of all, you got to
understand most of these [ __ ] don't
misery love company.
>> Mhm.
>> So, she's dying to call you and tell you
sitting down.
[ __ ] think somebody died. Wow. Oh my
god. Let me sit down.
>> All right. Listen,
>> Ryan. Ryan,
>> I seen Paul out. You got your phone by
you.
Punch this Instagram in. with that
>> big booty Judy. Yeah. Punch that joint
in. No. Booty spelled with zeros. B 0 T
Y. Yeah. All right. Yeah.
You see her?
>> Paul was out with her. I seen it. Paul
at uh Sevu. [screaming]
>> I seen I seen Paul in the back of Sevu
with her last night having dinner. You
know, they tried to block it off, but I
seen him.
And then she going to hang up and call
her girlfriend. Yeah, girl. I called
Michelle. She was crying. Yeah, but I
told her, "Fuck him. You don't need
him."
>> Just imagine this. Just imagine me going
to Ne. Just imagine him. You telling him
that.
>> Oh, no. See, but see you got you about a
[ __ ] too.
>> That's what I'm telling you.
>> You got Nef is [ __ ] around.
[laughter]
>> We find that [ __ ] up. Done.
>> He done. Yeah. See, you got to be see
you also right. You got to you got to
you got to do it by the [ __ ] and who
the [ __ ] is. And
>> ain't nobody going to tell him he seen
on Instagram.
>> Yeah.
>> THINK ABOUT THIS. [screaming]
>> THINK ABOUT MY MY NEPH broke up with a
girl, right? Right. He broke up with a
girl, right? He He was in a whole
different relationship, right?
>> Yep.
>> The [ __ ] pull up to the studio to come
see me. We sitting there busting it. He
go to use the bathroom, right? So he in
there for for an extreme amount of time.
So I knew he was bubbling, you know what
I mean? I knew he was he was taking a
good old cowboy [ __ ] right? And then
out of nowhere, the [ __ ] screamed out.
[screaming]
>> I was like I jumped up. I'm like, "Cuz
you cool now?" He a grown ass man. He
like
>> he like, "Yeah, yeah, I'm cool." So I'm
thinking like the [ __ ] the [ __ ]
happened, man. So I sit down. I go to
smoke my joint again
and another hellacious scream come out.
[screaming] UH, I was like, "Choo, cuz
what the [ __ ] going on in there, man?"
Now I'm at the door of the bathroom. He
said, "No, man. I just seen my ex [ __ ]
with a new man, man." I said, "What?
>> What?"
>> Mansion telling him,
>> "Yeah, he So, you know these young
[ __ ] different, man.
>> This the same one [ __ ]
>> trying to snatch somebody car door open
and try to pull a
>> right
>> pull a girl out." He see he come out the
store, he see the girl get in the car
with a dude. He go to the car handle try
to snap dude. Yo man, get up off my car.
>> [ __ ] pull the [ __ ] reach that
[ __ ] door. He let the handle go
fast and [ __ ] He start he turn straight
to Islam. Sound like a Maki. It wasn't
even like that. See, she I ain't even
know. Yeah, I understand. Yeah, you know
that's the J though in Philly. When a
[ __ ] catch you out there slip sound
like a Maki.
[ __ ] quick to throw that J out there.
But man, we appreciate y'all for tuning
in each and every week.
>> Yeah. Million dollars worth of game.
Listen, man. We ready to start giving
y'all these raw episodes, man. Talking
about life. Hey, let y'all send y'all's
questions in. We had another world. But
like this dude right here last night, he
turned 50. Is dangerous. He [ __ ] on
himself and he threw up.
>> Shut the [ __ ] up. And it's just like
that,