Video summary
The video provides a critical analysis of Druski's recent CTE-themed skit through the perspective of former NFL player Tony G, who challenges the comedian's portrayal of football injuries. Tony argues that while Druski may have played as a lineman, the severe head trauma associated with Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy primarily affects skill-position players like quarterbacks and running backs, suggesting his personal experience as a lineman offered some protection from such extreme risks. He contrasts this with his own college career, where he endured numerous concussions that caused lasting physical sensations and mental health struggles, noting that even a single injury is never trivial. The discussion extends to the broader implications of CTE, highlighting how the condition has contributed to suicides and overdoses among NFL players, thereby underscoring the deadly reality behind the sport's entertainment value.
Beyond the specific mechanics of football injuries, the speaker critiques the comedic strategy employed by Druski, asserting that his work relies on shock value and desensitizing audiences to pain for financial gain. Tony warns that this approach, which trivializes deadly diseases and tragedies without remorse, is symptomatic of early-onset CTE or spiritual decay caused by exposure to pornography and sexual immorality. He connects these behaviors to a culture where the entertainment industry profits from viral, triggering content only to discard creators once they become too controversial or no longer profitable. Furthermore, he links the desensitization seen in comedy to wider societal issues, including how pornography alters brain chemistry and destroys relationships, leading individuals to make light of serious tragedies as a coping mechanism for their own moral decay.
The analysis also addresses the shifting cultural landscape regarding language and identity, particularly concerning younger generations who are often desensitized to homosexual terminology due to constant exposure to pornographic material. The speaker explains that this exposure leads young people to view such comments as harmless while simultaneously judging conservative men as homophobic or secretly gay, ignoring the reality that many critics of homosexuality are simply heterosexual individuals who do not engage in same-sex behavior. This critique extends to religious hypocrisy, where some claim spiritual devotion while engaging in sin, reflecting a societal shift where churches idolize humans rather than treating them equally. To navigate this hostile environment, the speaker advocates for ignoring negativity from those who attack perceived "giants" from below, emphasizing that blocking toxic followers is a non-violent way to deny attackers the attention and clout they seek, allowing one to move forward with purpose.
In conclusion, the video wraps up by addressing practical concerns regarding the speaker's paid community program, clarifying recent changes designed to prevent accidental charges for interested viewers. He invites the audience to join or observe the group before promoting an upcoming Druski skit, maintaining a stance that separates genuine spiritual and moral integrity from the performative nature of viral content. By refusing to engage with negativity and focusing on purposeful action, the speaker aims to protect his community from the corrosive effects of desensitization while offering a clear path for those seeking authentic connection without the baggage of controversy or financial exploitation.
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Hey, hey, Tony G here. Now,
y'all put in the comments and sent me
the thing on
Instagram about the Duski
CTE skit. And
I have, you know, I've suffered a lot of
concussions playing college football
cuz my freshman year I had the red
shirt, which red shirt just means, for
those of y'all don't know, is basically
you practice what you don't play. And
that year doesn't count against your
eligibility. So instead of being able to
play four years, you could play five
years, but not necessarily play five
years, but you could be in college on a
team for five years. So that freshman
year I was on a full scholarship,
$28,000 a year and they red shirted me
because we had a senior running back. I
played running back and then we had a
senior. So of course the coach going to
play him and then that next year I was I
got to start
and messed it up. But that first year I
was on the scout team cuz I was a red
shirt. So I had to go against the first
team defense. We won the conference
championship that year. Best team in the
conference, best defense in the
conference. And we had a linebacker who
I ran a 44 in the 40. And they say he
ran a 45 46. So basically the same speed
and he was 260 lb. I watched him squat
one time like 900 lb. And so
that sports science show they used to
have out, they used to show like the
pounds of pressure that a NFL player
hits you with when they hit you. And I
remember watching it one time and it was
like 1,500 pounds of pressure when you
take a hit. And that gentleman, still
remember him to this day, named Allan
Cullis.
He used to launch right here into my
temple. He was 260 lbs. could squat 900.
Mind you, I squatted like 450. So, he
squat twice as much as I did. They say
he was on steroids, but I didn't know. I
figured he was cuz he never played
because I I assume he wasn't passing the
drug test. And so, they just would say
his hamstring is tweaked or this is
tweaked, but he never played a game
really because I guess he just couldn't
pass the drug test maybe or maybe he
just was always injured. I'm not sure
what it was, but he practiced and he
used to hit me in my head and it it
would feel like my my skull, like my
brain was bursting through my skull and
on the inside of my face. It felt like
acid was running down the inside of my
face. And I never forget, I was working
on this app with a neurosurgeon for
people who've had concussions. And I
asked her, I said, you know, how many
times can you get hit in your head and
it be okay?
And I was telling her about, you know,
playing football in college. And she
said, and and I was telling her how what
I felt in college and what it felt like,
the headaches and stuff like that. And
she she grimaced. She was like,
she was like, Tony,
one time isn't okay. She like, "There's
no amount of times you could be hit in
your head that is okay." Like, it's
going to have an effect.
And you know, I can't even count how
many times I was hit right in in my
head, in my temple, in the crown of my
head, on the side of my head, you know,
right here on my head. Like, I can't
even count how many times. And so,
that's why if I go through something
mentally or I'm stressing or struggling,
I I give myself grace, you know? I give
myself grace when I have mental health
issues because I know the head trauma
that I've been through. And with the
Duski skit, I honestly I think every
person who has had head trauma
has some type of
mental health issues that they face that
they don't talk about, that they don't
tell anybody about and that you that you
can't put into words when you've been
hitting your head over and over and over
again. And so, but Duski, I I don't
necess I don't think he has those that
head trauma. I think he played football,
but he probably was a lineman. And if he
was a lineman, they they block with
their hands. They don't they don't just
bash heads like their hand catches
everything first. And yes, they hit in
the head if they just like drop their
hands and just go head first and hit hit
the running back or hit the wide
receiver. But it's a lot more rare for
them who really have the real head
damage is the running backs, the
linebackers, the quarterbacks, and then
the quarterbacks when they get like
slammed to the ground and their head
hits the ground or if they get hit head
on. And back in the day, the NFL because
of the lawsuits and how they have to pay
people, like I know guys that played in
the NFL clients and they get $30,000 a
month for the rest of their life from
NFL concussions and injuries and
lacerated organs, whatever, shoulder,
knee, they just kept applying for the
disability thing and until they won and
they get a lump sum. Sometimes that lump
sum may be like a million, two million
and then they get x amount of dollars
for the rest of their life. And the only
stipulation is you can't work a job that
pays you more than 30,000 a year. So you
could be a high school football coach
for 15 grand, 20 grand, 25 grand. Yes,
you can get paid under the table. Yes,
you can do a escorp and let all the
money sit in the company.
But you can't be paid to your name more
than $30,000 a year is is what one of my
clients deal is.
And I never made it to the NFL. So it's
no the NCAA doesn't have that thing yet
for those of us who played in the NCAA
in college to where we could get a
check. They I they don't have enough
money. There's been too many athletes.
And so
Duski may have some head trauma, but
it's obviously hasn't scared him or been
that bad because he was able to do a
skit about it. But that's what I want
people to understand about
entertainment.
Entertainment
is always going to be rooted in some
form of evil. Eventually, it's always
going to get further and further and
further away from God and closer and
closer and closer to the antagonization
of Satan. Like, it's going to be things
that trigger you, that anger you, that
stress you, that frustrate you. And if
it's not you, it's going to make you
laugh. And you're laughing at someone
else's pain. So, think about that. Like
where is the righteousness, the
holiness, the purpose in laughing at
someone else's pain? Because there's
there's little girls and little boys who
have lost their father
to CTE. Their father committed suicide
or
drunk himself to death or overdosed due
to the mental health issues. And
back in the day with football, there
wasn't any spearing rules. Like spearing
is when you go headtohead. They didn't
have those rules till recently, you
know, some few years ago. Basically,
they start putting this stuff in after
that movie Concussion.
And
so we used to growing up, we used to
just hit head on head. like you run into
each other from like 10 yards, which is
30 feet apart and you just crash heads.
So, a lot of people don't realize, and I
never forget when my sister said to me
one time, she said she heard LeBron
James say it, but I don't know if that's
true, that football is a poor man's
sport and why he didn't let his sons
play football because it's really a
sport of poverty. It's what you play to
escape poverty and it don't cost
anything really. So with football, it
was $35 to play and there was no travel
involved with football. There's no
travel football team until you get into
like flag flag football,
which is no head-to-head hitting.
So it was $35 and you go right up the
street. Like with soccer, we might have
to fly across the country, across the
world. My sons play soccer. With
football, you just going right up the
street to the field where you know where
you from or if you make allstar team or
something like that, you on a certain
team, you you traveling in your county
to it's it's different fields, but they
all in like your city or your county. So
it don't really cost and all your your
pads, your helmets, all that stuff
included. And so, but like with soccer,
it's so today's football team might be
$150
to play. My son soccer is $3,500.
Soccer come with concussions, too,
though, cuz you heading the ball and
stuff like that, but not as violent as
football. And so
Duski doing these skits, the thing the
thing about it is when he did the church
skit, nobody cared. Everybody thought
that the Christians who were offended
were over overreacting.
He did the Erica Kirk skit and nobody
cared. If you're not a conservative and
you're not white, you don't care. And
and then now he doing the CTE skit and
it's some football players that's they
in their feelings. And I'mma tell you
now, one of the things I've seen that
offset the mental stuff is a bunch of
exercise. And the neurosurgeon told me
that cuz I was trying to create an app
where like you do like memory games. And
she said, Tony, the memory games isn't
going to do anything for the brain is it
if it doesn't include exercise, like
movement. She said the number one thing
to regenerate the brain is exercise. And
I think the brain the brain calls on it.
It calls for it. it asked for it because
I see
Ryan Clark who
if anybody will have CTE,
he would be a candidate for it because
of how hard he would hit guys and he the
NFL changed their rules partly because
of Ryan Clark and the way that he would
hit. It was like reckless abandon. It
was just like boom. I wrote him one time
like, "Man, you need to write a book
about just like your mentality, your
mindset." Because he was undrafted and
then he played in the league for several
years. So, he had to channel a different
type of monster, a different type of dog
to do what he did. But he worked out
like a madman. So if it's possible to
regenerate the brain,
his workout routines that he show online
will do it. And I don't work out like
that. I I don't I I don't think I can.
Like the the dude so strong like we we
like probably the same size, but the man
so strong and and I'm going to have to
get into that eventually. Like just
doing more working out. Me, I just walk.
might do some bench press, a little bit
of curls, but I don't get too fancy with
it. But that's what the neurosurgeon
told me regenerates the brain exercise.
And so Duski doing this here skit, it
done triggered a lot of people because
when you had a lot of head trauma, like
a hundred really hard hits to the brain
or a thousand really hard hits to the
brain like a boxer, your life is on the
line. Like in your 50s, you could
literally lose your mind. like Junior
Sea who was one of the you know most
dominant I think linebackers killed
himself and it's been a lot of NFL
players who have killed themselves
and and it's and it's strange that like
it's so many NFL players and football
players who have killed themselves with
drugs or suicide intentional suicide but
the same is it's not the same for
basketball where you don't really have
concussions
you know, it's more it's rare to have a
concussion in basketball. It does
happen, but with football, you can get a
concussion every play. And with
basketball, this is not the case. And
so, and I played football and basketball
growing up and was good at both. I never
hit the ground and my head hit the
ground in basketball.
And
but football, you you was intentionally
crashing heads in practice. We used to
do a thing called bull in the rain. And
so what Duski did, it could be like a
self-fulfilling prophecy. Maybe he's
been hitting his head playing football
and then playing youth football. Maybe
he did bull in the rain. Maybe he's
feeling some mental health things. And
so he trying to make light of his own
pain and struggles, but it definitely
was insensitive when it's so many guys
killing themselves and drinking
themselves to death, drugging themselves
to death, and and their mother is in a
black dress. They kids is having to live
without a father due to brain trauma.
And then there's other people with brain
trauma that may have like a version of
CTE or develop a version of CTE that
never played football and because it can
happen from a car wreck, from just a
accident, incident, what have you. And
and he making light of it. But that's
comedy. The other thing you got to
realize too is we're in a recession.
It's still going to be money flowing.
It's still going to be money made. But
people can backtrack any day. You could
sign a deal for some a film or book or
production and it never see the light of
day because the the company ran out of
money. And
in order for Duski to stay relevant, he
has to have shock value. Like it has to
be
extensive, elaborate, and it has to
anger people. So his whole thing is like
next level trolling and everybody loves
him because everybody loves a comedian.
So I I don't blame him or fault him.
It's just he's being
he's being used in the sense of it could
be his ideas
or he could be getting it from AI or or
he could have a creative director
but he's being used by the machine
basically to just incite
anger and
but at the same time
laughter, but it's a desensitizing
laughter. So when you laugh at real
life, like things that people really
care about and things that people really
love,
it desensitizes you because so so you
learning
to laugh at pain, which in in its
you know, at its core, in its essence is
evil
because even that, you know, the Bible
talks to us about like not justing like
basically like not playing around so
much, like not being caught up in folly
and foolishness and and joking around
too much because it leads to sin. I
believe that's in the book of Proverbs
and you need to sit down and read it for
yourself and you read the translated
version so you could read it in plain
English. And but I'll never forget when
I read that and I was like man it
basically what I got from it was like
don't don't be joking and driving and
like telling crude jokes and rude and
nasty jokes and stuff because it that
leads to sin and like they say 50% of
every joke has some truth to it. So
the thing what Duski don't understand is
CTE like brain trauma is very very very
very very real just like PTSD
and he could lose his life. Like if
somebody has a a very escalated form of
CTE
and they see that skit, it could anger
them to the point that they start to
plot
to take his life because
they having when you have like brain
trauma and and I've been hitting the
head a lot of times and you supposed to
retire after like three concussions. I
had six recorded. I ain't record the
other ones and I don't know if I had
tens or hundreds. And so that's why I
tell people all the time like don't play
with me and that's why I don't play cuz
I I know I kill you. So I don't I don't
I don't play. I don't I don't I I don't
argue around. I don't argue. I don't go
back and forth with people cuz I know I
kill you because I I know the brain that
I have to live with every day. I I know
the makeup. And what it does is it it
removes fear.
It removes like regulation, emotional
regulation at times. And the only thing
that I could I could feel that it hasn't
removed is love. So I'll never
intentionally hurt somebody that I love.
But if I don't love you, I don't know
what I'll do to you if I got angry. And
that's just and I think that
A lot of people that's dealing with
brain trauma don't have enough sober
moments because of what they may do may
be doing with their brain. So if you if
you on cocaine, if you on marijuana, if
you on ecstasy and pills and you know
lean or whatever you may be on,
Adderall,
that stuff changes your brain chemistry.
It changes the the chemicals in your
body and what's being released. And and
so
for me not being on drugs and stuff,
it's like I have moments to where that's
why you see me talk so much on on social
media because it just keep my brain
active. It keep me in purpose and I and
I believe in the spiritual side of
things that God can heal, that God can
renew. So, I feel like my brain
regenerates the more that I push it to
public speak and public speak without
filler words and public speaking without
cursing, without ums and likes and
rights and you knows and all of the
filler words that people use as a
period. I'm intentional about not using
those words and not having a set
speaking cadence that you can predict
and you know every five words I'm going
to end it with right like most speakers
if you pay attention to people speaking
they'll be teaching a lesson and they'll
say you know if you want to go to the
next level you have to change the way
you're speaking right and you have to
stretch and get out of your comfort zone
and meet new people, right? And they'll
and right will become their period. And
if it's not right, then it's like or you
know,
um so I'm intentional with my speaking.
My filler word is and so and then you'll
hear me say things like you got to
realize and understand or caveats and
nuances. So, I create phrases that I
use, but real words with real meaning.
And that challenges my brain to create
new synapses, new firing patterns, so
that I'm stretching my brain. I'm
stretching my mental capacity to combat
the brain trauma that I've experienced.
And then I also exercise. I just don't
over exercise. I don't overdo it. And
I say that to say
I believe that what Drewuski is doing
it's eventually it's going to get darker
and darker and darker.
Eventually he'll get cancelled
and
just something will cross the line. But
that's how
the system
uses you because he's making the system
a lot of money. He can make the system a
lot of money. So like his ads, they able
to put ads on top of his content and he
only gets a portion of it. But that
content being so triggering and being so
viral, it's gonna make if it's on
YouTube, Google, it's gonna make Google
millions of dollars. It's going to make
Meta millions of dollars. And then
they're putting all of that money into
the coffers. like it's going to the
market in high yield
savings
money market like investing like their
money is making money on top of money so
that when he cancels himself they don't
care like they will quickly
delete his channels delete his
everything because they're going to be
like he's one black man that we've made
$10 million off of or $100 million off
of. So what? Who cares? Let's end him.
Be done with him. Latch on to the next
one. Open the algorithm for for him.
Make millions off of him until the
people catch up and realize that the
stuff he's doing is unacceptable. Then
let's part let's side with the people
and say, "Yeah, you're right. it's
unacceptable. We've removed the videos
when they already knew, but they was
making money. And they're not gonna
release a statement that said, "Hey, we
get 45% of all of the ad revenue on
Drewuski's channel, and we've made
a hundred million off of him since he's
been on YouTube. We're going to donate
all of that money. Every single dime,
we're donating it to St. Jude's
Hospital." They're not going to say
that. They they
Till the sunset
Christmas bonuses bonuses Druski got
cancelled we
who's next and they'll jump on the next
one and then jump on the next one. Jump
on the next just like the record
industry just like the media industry
and people don't think about that. And
when you speak about it with a clear
conscience when you speak about it with
wisdom, knowledge and understanding
our world is so desensitized that you're
a hater. you call, you instantly labeled
a hater. You're too serious. You're too
judgmental.
And that's exactly what the machine has
done. It's made you stop thinking
critically. It's made you desensitized
so that when someone speaks common sense
and wisdom and knowledge and
understanding,
you're like, "Oh, you're too sensitive."
And, "Oh, it's just a joke.
But
let your mom or dad die from cancer
and you're at their feet every day and
you're crying out to God
praying that they don't die that they
get another year, another two years and
they die. And then Duski come out with a
skit about
when people go through cancer and they
using cancer for they gofundme and he
shave his head and he in the hospital
bed with all the IVs in and he
I got cancer and he making fun of cancer
and then he going to make fun of ALS and
then he gonna make fun of HIV and then
make fun of this and that and this and
that and all it's doing is just sending
people into a uproar and it keeps them
relevant. It keep them paid,
get to [clears throat] host different
award shows and all of that. Get to be
massively successful
and but it's all engineered because
think about it.
He's not the funniest comedian. He's
funny, but he's not the funniest
comedian. But why is he the biggest?
Because he's willing to do what the
other comedians are not willing to do.
He willing to He willing to sell his
soul. He willing to sell out. He willing
to do what Keel on stage won't do. He
willing to do what these other guys I I
I can't Jaylen Hinton like it's other
comedians that I I can't even think of
all their names but they real funny but
they're not going to do they could go do
it now because they don't have to do it
at that budget scale that Duski is
operating at which Duski could be backed
by some mega mega mega bucks some mega
money or he could be spending it out of
his pocket. Who knows if he's if he
doing all of this out of his pocket.
That'll let you know just how much money
he making. But I don't think he doing it
out of his pocket. I think he has
somebody that's has gone into business
with him and they fund it and then they
get a piece of his ad revenue and stuff
like that. And so
and doing brand placements and stuff
like product placements in the in the
stuff eventually if they're not already
doing it.
But
eventually we we live in a world that's
like
if we care they have to care. The brands
don't really care till we care. So if
everybody would have laughed off the is
it the good good the golf? If everybody
would have laughed off that little that
commercial they did where the boy runs
and pushes that woman really hard and
she fall to the ground or whatever. They
have they was bought by Callaway Golfing
which is like one of the biggest golf
companies. Callaway severized. The
sporting goods stores gave away all
their stuff like took all their stuff
out the store. Like as soon as the
people said we are offended by this, the
brands had to immediately
the brands had to immediately
do a 180 on them folk when they
approved. Callaway approved that ad to
go out and then they gonna turn around
and make like they ain't approve it.
Like they ain't know what happened. No,
you know, you know what happened? You
approved that ad to go out and now that
there's a uproar cuz you need money. You
approved it. It's it's it's racy. It's
it's scintillating.
It's edgy. Let's Let's push it. Let's
let's get it out there and see if it
pushes us to a tipping point and gets
all of the men who are from this
segment, the woman hating club, to go
buy all our gear, go support us,
and let's see if we can make women laugh
and make women turn against women. And
that ain't what happened. It blew up in
their face.
And because it blew up in their face,
it taken
They they they back out on them folk.
They back out on them folk.
Oh no, we don't like it. And that's
exactly what they going to do to Duski
one day. They going to get to a point to
where everybody who all these networks
and outlets that's been pushing and
promoting his stuff. And then I think
like BET or somebody let him host the
award show and all of that. He gonna do
something and everybody gonna turn their
back on him and they gonna treat him
just like they're gonna treat him like
the plague and they and they're going to
be and the reason why they let you do
this stuff is because they know
eventually you're going to cancel
yourself.
They know eventually
because they don't in the industry they
don't want to work with anybody forever
because
the gift horse only going to perform for
so long and then you need to be raising
up and training a new a new gift horse.
So they don't want to be running no 50y
old horse.
They they want you in your prime in your
highest earning years and they're going
to let you eat and they going to eat 10
times what you eating and they going to
run it up on you and then when you are
used up
that's when they going to let you get
cancelled because they know you going to
cancel yourself cuz they know you got to
keep pushing the limits to stay
relevant.
So they know you going to cancel
yourself and
that just is what it is. So they let
that happen. They let that happen.
And then when they done with you,
all right, next up. And then that person
who was used by the machine
goes into over drug usage, over
alcoholism,
over, you know, sexual immorality
and they just spiral out of control and
everybody watches them spiral.
They set themselves on fire. Everybody
buys a ticket to watch them burn and
they fizzle out and they die from some
type of disease or suicide or something
like that. And then everybody is like,
"Oh,
we saw it coming. We knew that was going
to happen."
And the media is like, "Oh, it's so sad.
Mental health issues."
And then everybody who was desensitizing
like, "Oh, that's what he get. died from
mental health issues after picking on
people with CTE.
And so
that's why that's honestly why I started
the purpose pushes community. And people
they'll criticize it and they'll call it
a scam and all of that, but because it's
$47 a month. But the reason why I
started is because I know that purpose
is the only thing that's going to matter
at the end of the day. how you make
money. Like entertainment, all that
stuff gonna die because they're going to
create AI comedians. They're gonna all
that stuff gonna die. That
entertainment, all these subscription
models that's out here, like I got a
charge from Netflix yesterday or the
other day, it was $30. When I got on
Netflix, it was $7 a month. It's now $30
a month. So,
think about that.
So it it increase over 400%.
And we f to be subscriptioned out
because the economy is so terrible that
people with subscriptions, they got to
raise the prices to stay in business.
And they just hoping that they got a
loyal few that will stay subscribed.
And people are in such pain
that we will pay what we have to pay for
entertainment because that is our pain
reliever. That's our pain reliever. So
we pay for that because that's how we
going to eat. I mean that not eat but
that's how we not stress out. So think
about it.
You working a dead end job because you
have not identified your purpose.
And so you're doing nothing in your
purpose and you just in a dead end job.
So what you going to do? You're going to
get Netflix
for whatever $14 to $30 a month. You're
going to get YouTube Premium for 12 to
$20 a month so that you can watch the
videos without having to sit through
ads.
You're going to get stars so you can
watch Power by 50 Cent. You're going to
get Netflix so you can watch Temptation
Island, what Angel Murdoch, the fake PA
student from Duke was on. You're going
to get Hulu or Peacock so you could
watch Love Island.
And if you don't have all those at one
time,
you just going to be rotating
subscriptions. So if the show come on
Peacock, you canceling Netflix, going to
Peacock. Show come on stars, you cancel
Peacock, go to Stars. So it's a bidding
war. It it's a it's a attention war.
These subscription models are vying for
your attention. And then it's people
like myself who we teaching something
and we have to v for your attention. So
for you to join my community, it's $47 a
month. That's more than Netflix. So then
you say, "Well, okay,
what really matters more to me? Do I
want to hear Tony bumping his gums about
purpose and trying to push me into
purpose and trying to get me to write
books and start a nonprofit
organization? Or do I want to have
thousands of titles on Netflix that I
can sit and indulge in while I'm eating
popcorn and drinking red wine after a
long hard day at the office at at at my
deadend job?
And we're going to go for the pleasure
because the purpose could be painful.
Like being diligent, being focused,
being intentional, that could be
painful. Discipline hurts. Consistency
hurt. That's why I made these 12 shirts
for myself. I got 12 of these shirts. I
wear one every day, whether I sleep in
it or whether I'm out and about in it,
filming in it. to remind myself you got
to show up and you got to be consistent.
But it's painful. It hurt. It's it's
tiresome. It It's excellence is boring
because you don't get to do what
everybody else doing. I don't watch
porn. It's a lot of men watch porn. I
don't watch porn. So if I'm not watching
porn, guess what that also mean? That
mean I'm not jacking off. So when you
living like this, it's like and then I I
I I don't sexually coers my wife. Like
if she got a headache, if she tired, if
she not feeling good, I'm not f to force
her to sleep with me and be like, "Oh,
you my wife. You got to sleep with me
every single day." We watching this show
about the death of the pastor's wife.
And the one of the ladies said, the lady
told her that she got to have sex with
her husband, the pastor, four times a
day.
And then he getting up in the pull pit
preaching about if you don't meet your
husband needs, if you don't give him
what he want. And it's like, no, you
need an orgasm because you're addict
four times a day. That mean you're
addict because the same part of the
brain that's activated from the orgasm
is the same part of the brain that's
activated from snorting cocaine.
You are a drug addict and sex is your
drug and you're getting that orgasm. And
then the more and more you want more and
more and more and more. So now you being
more and more violent towards your wife
during sex and you doing more and more
kinky stuff because lust can't be
quenched.
It can only be starved. So if you don't
have a healthy sex relationship and if
you don't if you don't if you don't
learn how to tame your lust then you're
going to be absolutely destroyed. And I
can guarantee you somebody like Drewuski
watch porn because when you watch that
porn it perverts your mind and you
become completely desensitized to stuff.
So that's the sign of a brain being gone
when you do stuff and you don't think
about or care about who it's going to
offend and you could go to sleep at
night. That's a that's a different type
of brain. You you you operating on a
different spiritual dimension, a
different spiritual realm when your
brain can do something and make light of
a deadly disease
and you could sleep at night. Your your
brain gone. So, I say that he may
actually have early onset CTE himself
and he may battle demons in the dark and
that's him making light of it.
And it's not funny at all.
But a lot of people don't understand the
brains response to trauma.
And so right now, Lil Dirt is on this
trial
and they literally
started playing allegedly based on what
they saying. It was almost like they
they treated murder like
schoolyard fights is what the people
saying. Like the guy that's testifying
is like, "Hey, I don't like this person.
He did this. He made me mad. I'm going
to kill him.
That's a trauma response. Like that's
you're angry about something else. Like
you're angry about losing your father,
your father being in prison, not being
there for you, your father missing your
birthdays, missing your, you know, not
not paying for you to sign up for
football or basketball as a kid, and you
feeling lonely, you feeling abandoned,
you you hurting. And so you say, "Hey,
I'mma take this pain and anybody who
offend me, I'm killing them. Anybody who
say my name the wrong way, I'm killing
them. Anybody who do something to me I
don't like or do something to my family
that I don't like, I'm killing them."
And and it's not that they don't have
love. They have people that they love,
but then even those people that they
love, we still are hurt the people that
we love. When when you a killer, you'll
hurt the people that you love, too. You
just won't kill them. But that don't
mean you won't cuss them out. It don't
mean you won't beat them. Don't mean you
won't choke them, but you just won't
kill them. But if you keep feeding the
brain with a violent response every time
the brain is uncomfortable, every time
you angry, then you will eventually
kill. And so think about this and this
what I try to tell y'all and this why
the Bible speaks so much about sexual
immorality.
So when you think about this this pastor
who I ain't I ain't done watching the
Netflix thing
but it sound like they saying she killed
herself
which if if if a woman forced to have
sex four times a day with a man that's
treating her like crap
I wouldn't I wouldn't doubt she'll kill
herself.
But it's kind of like seem like where
it's going is like he killed her but
made her say she did it herself. So I'm
I'm going to go back and start it all
over and watch it all over again and
then I'll probably do a little review on
it because that's becoming a thing. And
it's no different than that boy who was
in that green truck who who did the
video. If if sex ain't on the table then
cheating is. And he basically saying
like he'll give you one day a year or
something where you can say you got a
headache, but other than that, you got
to have sex with him. And listen, I want
to subscribe to that. I want to buy into
it. I mean, it sound good as a man.
Like, yeah, that'll feel good to be able
to have sex anytime you want to, but
it's just not realistic. Unless you want
to become an abusive, controlling
maniac, it's not realistic because men
and women are not the same. And then you
have dumb men talking and then you have
dumb women talking. And the dumb women
are coming out and saying, "If your
woman don't want to have sex with you,
that means she doesn't like you or that
means your sex is terrible." And that's
not the truth either. What it means is,
ma'am, you have sexual trauma in your
childhood or somewhere in your life and
now you've been turned out and you are a
nympho or you're a sex addict yourself
and you can't wrap your mind around
another woman not being in the mood for
sex. So, you just automatically assume
it's because the sex is bad or it's
because the woman don't like the man.
And that's not the case for every woman.
For some women, that may be the case.
But that's not the case for every woman.
That's just common sense because as a
man who wake up with an erection every
morning, it's a many times I don't want
to have sex. So, does that mean my wife
sex is bad? Does that mean I don't like
my wife? It don't mean that at all. It
mean I'm tired or I'm stressed or I'm
upset about something.
It's a lot of reasons why you don't feel
like humping [snorts] and pumping
and or being humped and pumped. It's a
lot of reasons. But we have a lot of
idiots with microphones.
We have a lot of idiots with platforms
and then they send these messages out
and it's a blanket statement and they
painting with a broad stroke. They
putting it on everybody and then it's
destroying marriages because people take
and we see that and we take it personal
and then we approach our wife and we
like hey is this true? Does this mean
that you don't like me? Does this mean
that my sex is bad?
And and we could clearly know that in
lighter seasons in life,
she done got her back broke. She done
had release back to back. She done been
all over you every day all day. In times
where life was even more stressful or
times when you weren't even as nice. But
then when her hormones change or he's
going through something, it's a
different season of life and it's other
explanations for what's going on. But
people get taken out of context with
these sound bites or they just
have bought into it and speaking from
where they are
and
it just is what it is. And so, and I see
it's a lot of women now that's preaching
like, "Hey, you got to have sex every
day." And listen, yeah, that would be
that would be cool, but I'm'll be honest
with you.
Me having a penis, I don't want to have
sex every day cuz the thing gets sore.
It's like that's that's friction. It not
like a a a a boat paddle in the ocean.
It's like when you've been with one
person, that woman body conform to your
body. So when you doing that, that
that's friction. Like that that that
creates something. And so even the man
could get sore and the man
I believe if the man is if he healthy
and got blood flow and all that, yeah,
the thing going to get going to stand
up. But just because it stand up don't
mean you have to relieve it every time
it stand up. That's where you need
self-control. That's where you need some
discipline. That's where you need to
learn delayed gratification.
Like the purpose of it is to reproduce.
So every time it stand up, what you
supposed to have another child? So it's
like it it just takes a little growth
and and as hard as it is, you got to go
to war with it. But so we got all of
these messages that's out there and all
this desensitivity
and it all work in the same ecosystem.
It's all working against us. It's all to
just desensitize you to destroy your
relationships, destroy your mind,
and make you more
addicted
to social media.
So like this video,
unless you share it with everybody in
your phone who need it, they're not
going to put it in the algorithm because
it upends the algorithm. It it goes
against what the algorithm is about. So,
it's not something that they want to get
out to where people take more control of
their life and do less social media.
That ain't that's not what they want.
So, it's something intended
to keep you cuz this is what you got to
realize. When you lose control of your
life and of your senses, you become more
susceptible to manipulation.
So now you want more and more of the
internet and of doom scrolling because
of the hits, the blue light hit, the
dopamine release that you're getting. It
tricks you into believing that you feel
good and it helps you forget about your
bills, your stress, your loneliness.
Because if you sit in silence, you have
to hear and you have to feel how broke
you are and how lonely you are. But if
you go on social media,
you get to distract yourself with the
miseries and the embarrassment of other
people's lives. So, we get to sit around
the fireplace and laugh at the misery of
being a fake 49er or a fake Dallas
Cowboy and Tampa Bay Buccaneers. And we
get to laugh at the fact that these men
signed themselves to the NFL, but then
they also traded themselves to another
team. And that is hilarious. And we get
to sit around and laugh at that. And in
laughing at that, we get to ignore our
bills and all of our debt. And if you're
single and you're lonely and not like
single and loving yourself, then you get
to forget about being lonely. And then
you get to see all of this stuff and
everything you see, it gives you an
excuse to get further from God. So you
see this stuff about a woman got to have
sex with a man every day. So as a single
woman, you may say, "Well, well, I need
to get ready because I can't take that
every day and I don't want to get
cheated on." So you go on Amazon and get
you a 12 in dildo, buy you some KY
jelly. You lubing it up and every night
you at home by yourself and you wearing
yourself out. You tan yourself out the
frame and next thing you know you done
fell in love with this piece of silicone
and you giving yourself a release that a
man will never be able to give you
because the internet says it takes a
woman on average 13 to 40 minutes to
have a release. And they say 70 to 90%
of women never have a release during
intercourse. You know why? because it
doesn't last longer than three minutes.
So if a woman takes 13 to 40 minutes,
it's not that the sex is bad. It's that
as men, we can't last 13 minutes. Our
body is not created to last 13 minutes.
So therefore,
a woman is not designed intentionally by
God to have a release from intercourse.
That is that's not how a woman's body is
designed. If it takes a woman 13 to 40
minutes on average to have a release,
that's what they put out there on the
internet. And a man only [clears throat]
could last 30 seconds.
And and when men last longer, it's
artificial stimulation. It's a pill or
it's overuse.
He he's having so many orgasms that his
body stops responding and it doesn't
have the semen to pump and to release.
So his stamina is longer. It's just like
if you watch a a porno and the man is
going for 20, 30 minutes, it's because
he's doing that all day long to where
now he's like done. And I remember in
high school my friend told me he was
like, "Man, if I want to last, when I go
over to the chick house, I go in the
bathroom and jike off." And Ben and I
jacked off. Now when we have sex, I
don't have to release it anymore cuz my
body already did it. So now the blood
flow, it gets it hard and then it stays
up. So a woman may be thinking, "Wow,
this guy's really good because he can go
multiple positions. he could last for
however long. What you don't realize is
no, he already had a release in the
bathroom or he's on some type of pill or
he taking something that's going to kill
him one day. The same way Kevin Samuels
passed away because of, you know, all
the Red Bull and heart issues and and
probably was having sex as a 50some year
old man. So probably was taking a pill.
If you'll drink a Red Bull, you'll take
a pill. is that it's no difference. And
so probably just overstimulated his
heart trying to perform and had a heart
attack and but what that come from a
desire for sex which is fornication
because you're not married which makes
it sexual immorality.
So sexual immorality is the through
line. And so people used to come on my
page and be like, "Tony, why you always
talking about fornication and adultery?
What about
eating pork? What about gossip? What
about whatever?" Those sins are nowhere
near as powerful and as detrimental as
sexual immorality.
And so what a lot of people don't
understand is the root cause. So your
brain is being destroyed.
your brain being destroyed by lust,
perversion, and porn. And I will bet
everything in my life that Duski watched
porn. I bet everything that he watched
porn and nos porn stars and all of that.
And the reason why I know is cuz
sometimes he say stuff that's like
homosexual and like just real just
a straight man would not say some of the
stuff he says. And and it's not that I
don't know if he's gay or bisexual, but
it's that you become desensitized. And
that's what I try to tell my son because
their generation says a lot of
homosexual stuff. Like one of his guy
friends said to him, "Man, Tony, your
dad is fine. Like your dad is hot." And
I'm just like, "Son, in my generation,
we would never let something like that
come out of our mouth." And he was like,
"Dad, it's chill. Like everybody
everybody say that kind of stuff.
Everybody my friend was like, "Tony, I
didn't know your dad was look that
majestic or look that magical or look
that majestic or is a moger." And these
are these are teenage boys
basically in their words saying that
they think I'm handsome. And I'm like,
what kind of comment is that? But
it's desensitized.
And and so and and what my son what they
don't understand is but guess what
all of them boys watch porn. So what
they don't understand is
they don't think it's nothing wrong with
saying that homosexual stuff because
their brain has be has been
desensitized.
And then they will think a man like me
is homophobic
and just too uptight or that we actually
really be gay behind closed doors but
trying to be hyper masculine and that
they're more of a man because they can
say homosexual stuff
but have a girlfriend and go get married
and and it's a it's a confusion and a
delusion.
So, it's a lot of it's a lot of women
that say they found out they man was
bisexual, but he was like
hated gays and always talk bad about
gays. And that's one side of it, and
that could be true.
But it's also another side where a man
is 100% heterosexual
and he don't want to do nothing with no
man and he don't want to be around no
man that like men and he ain't got
nothing to hide. He not bisexual. He not
down low. He ain't got nothing to hide.
He just don't get down like that. And
the reason why is because of what he has
and hasn't fed his mind. So if he hasn't
fed his mind this degenerative stuff
that degenerates the brain, then he's
going to have morals and values and
standards that he stands on that will
seem foreign
and conservative and unrealistic to
people who have been desensitized
by what they consume.
And that's what people don't understand.
So it ain't just the act that these
people are doing. It's the root of
what's pushing them to that point. And
it's the degeneracy in their life. It's
how they live their life behind closed
doors that determines what they're okay
with doing and saying publicly.
And it's all because of what they have
allowed into their life. So when you
hear people saying stuff that's very
borderline, very all of that. I had to
block somebody the other day cuz I said
I don't get to go to church like that
because it more people is there treating
me like a celebrity to where it's more
draining than it is filling. And the
person like, "Oh, you know that that
mean that you think you bigger than God
or nothing like that." that no what it
means is that the church is changing and
that we've lost the plot and that we're
idolizing humans instead of letting
humans be another human. Like I don't
deserve no recognition or no special
treatment. I should be able to go in
somewhere and you treat me the same way
you treat the other person. If if you
ain't going up to that other person
asking for a picture, asking for an
autograph, you shouldn't be coming up to
me asking for a picture, asking for an
autograph. We should not have idols. we
should not have celebrities. And that
just point blank period. And and that
just changes things. And it's not that I
don't read my Bible. I read my Bible.
But what I'm saying is I don't read my
Bible every day. I don't read my Bible
all the time. And that's just the the
human thing of it. That's the truth of
the matter. But we try to but we going
into relationships requiring that
somebody read their Bible every single
day thinking that that is just going to
automatically make them this amazing
person who never does anything wrong.
And that's what my point was is that
there's a reality that's not being
shared. And so people going into stuff
and playing religious and playing
spiritual. Oh, I want to pray together.
Oh, I want to go to church together. but
then still fornicating.
It's like, what? Why are you playing
with God? Like, you'd be better off not
doing none of that stuff if you f to be
fornicating, willing sin. So, understand
this that it's going to get worse out
here.
That Juicy probably going to do more
skits. I'm I'm probably next because
I'mma put a thumbnail up and he might
see it. Somebody I know one of y'all
going to DM it to him. I know how y'all
live. Y'all be messy. And so he might
see it. He might listen to the whole
thing cuz he he rich. He ain't got
nothing else to do. So he could listen
to the whole thing. And and the next
skit might be on on fake life coaches,
fake gurus. And because of what he would
expect me to be or what he would want me
to be, I'm not actually that behind
closed doors. So he probably assumes
because it's so many grifters and so
many scammers. He probably assume I'm
just like everybody else because we have
not been raised to believe and trust
black men. So we don't believe a man
could be fa a black man could be
faithful to his wife. What we don't
realize is it's more white men cheating
than it is black men cheating probably.
And so but we don't we not raised to
believe that. We don't believe that
somebody could be honest in business and
that somebody could do the right thing
and somebody could have pure motives and
pure intention. So everybody is a
scammer. Everybody's a grifter is a guy
came on my page and he was like one
scammer or one no one pander or scammer
or grifter calling out another one. And
it was my video on Instagram where I'm
talking about the yacht the awakening
guy being exposed and how people looking
at me and they waiting on me to fail.
And he was like one pander calling out
of another one. Shut your bama you know
that ba
I can't remember what bama come from. I
don't know if it's from the DMV area. It
was like shut your bama a up. And
originally I I was I was typing back to
him
and in my response
I think I said something like
[sighs]
I I might have I can't remember what I
said cuz it was about three different
messages. I wrote some deleted it. Wrote
some deleted it. Wrote some deleted it.
I never hit sin and but I think I said
something to the effect of like
[sighs]
I don't know I could have threatened his
life and that could have been my brain
trauma being triggered but I I could
have said something like
shut your behind up and stay off my page
before you get slapped in your mouth
boy.
And and I used to respond to guys like
that, but I looked at his page
and I could see his insecurity
cuz he had, you know, he he have an
accent. So it let me know he from
another country.
He
had crooked teeth
and he looked like a late bloomer. So I
say for him to say that to me and he
don't know me and he follows me on
Instagram because you have to follow me
in order to comment on my page. So he
had to hit the follow button to leave
that comment.
He's very upset with he's very jealous
of me. I am who he wants to be and
that's a recipe to kill. So, I realized
I said, "If I say this to this man,
although I mean it, I'mma have to stand
on it. If I ever see him in person,
he will say something to me and we will
either have to fight
or or one of us could and one of us
could end up killing the other one." And
so, and the Lord showed me that right
then because that's what does it like
insecurity, anger, instability.
And so that's where I'm growing at and
coming up out of that. And the Lord just
I just heard in my spirit, let them have
it like just just block them, delete the
comment. And that's why I got the
hoodies that say block and delete. I
need to put them up for sale. But that's
why I created them because it's like I
could box you and delete you but instead
of doing that meaning delete your life
but instead of doing that I rather block
you and delete you delete the comment
and so that way it's almost like
backhanding him in his mouth
without putting hands on him. So it's
like he go to my page to see if his
comment is doing numbers and then he see
he can't even see my page. So it's like
man I've been blocked
and then he just over there punch in the
air because there's nothing you could do
about it because the Instagram said this
will block his page and any other pages
he create. So he go create another page
and try to come leave a comment and he
can't see the page. So at that point
you ain't get off like you ain't get
what you wanted. You wanted a rise. You
wanted some clout. You wanted a
response.
You you wanted you feel like a peeon as
a and a peasant.
And so you want a giant
to respond to you because if if a giant
responds
to a peeon,
then the peeon gets brought to the level
of a giant.
Like a giant sees above everybody head.
And don't take this the wrong way. I
ain't bragging or boasting, but I'm help
you understand how he see me. He sees me
as a giant. People only throw rocks at
you when you at the mountaintop.
People only throw rocks at you when you
above them. Nobody throw rocks down. You
only throw rocks up. And so
if I respond to him, then everybody gets
to see him and they get to see his
comment
and then they get to see his business
that he trying to get off the ground.
and he knows that if he follows me and
is a hater, there's a large sector of
people who follow me who are also
haters. So then he's like, if he
responds to me, that highlights my
comment and everybody who feels like I
feel in his following will come follow
me and then they will see my little
business that I'm trying to get off the
ground and that'll get me some clout.
that'll get me some followers. That'll
make me some money. So, when you're not
centered
and you're not talking to God, you'll
just pop off
and you'll do that and you'll respond to
a fool and you'll put that fool on.
And but if you focused,
you could just block him. And what the
devil was trying to do is subverted.
It's upended and you move on with your
life. So hey, this Tony Gaston got to
go. My son texting in group chat to see
what he talk about. But God bless you.
Hey, if you seeking purpose, you ready
to get going. I realize I can't stop
promoting what I'm doing just because
scammers are doing it. And that's a lot
of time that make us quit, make us give
up because scammers get in. So we feel
guilty and we know we not scamming but
we don't want to do it because scammers
doing it and we don't want to be on
somebody video being called a scammer.
So join the purpose pushers. I had to
remove the free trial because people
just don't know how to use a free trial
and they let it expire and they get
charged and they ask for a refund and
that'll just end up killing my business.
So, it's like if you want to get in, you
could click on every tab and see what's
inside of it and you can see what we
doing in there. You could see the
calendar probably too, I think. And so,
you could take a peek in. I I made it
from private to public. So, you could
take a peek in and if you want to join
and you feel like it's worth $47 a month
to be able to get all the recordings of
the live videos that I'll be doing every
week and and be in the community chat
and be able to network and connect with
other people, then you're welcome. Come
on in. If it's not worth it for you or
you just don't have that in the budget,
no harm, no foul, no hard feelings. God
bless you. Lord willing, I'll be here
when you get ready. But hey, click the
link in description if you want to join
us. God bless you. Take care. We'll talk
soon. And y'all get ready for my
Drewuski skit cuz it's coming. God bless
you.